Monday, July 13, 2009
p.s. Hey. So much for the weekend. I hope yours rang true. I spent mine working, and I feel as though I only left my laptop long enough to smoke or eat, but I have vague, lingering memories of the outdoors, so perhaps that's not the whole story. Tonight, or, more precisely, at your bed time tonight, the deadline for sending me your SPD contributions will come and go, so if you haven't sent me stuff but have every intention to do so, please do. The turn out has been pretty healthy so far, but I could really use some more entries to turn the SPD into the kind of whopper that would align it with classic SPDs of the past. Thanks a ton in advance. Paris has turned very sunny in the last couple of days, but not in an agonizing way. Tomorrow is Bastille Day, i.e. fireworks, parade, closed stores, and a curious French BD tradition whereby fire stations open their doors to the public who then flock to the nearest one they can find and party drunkenly all evening with their local firemen. Not sure if I'll be willing to partake of that. Yeah, all is reasonably well if unexciting around here, in other words. ** Mark P., Hey, Mark. It's great to see you, and big congrats on the Oslo festival gig for your film. You going? I'm surprised I saw 'Transformers 2' too, although I've been known to see every summer blockbuster out of ... curiosity as to what 'the people' want or something? Listen, 'T2' is absolute junk, don't get me wrong. I just weirdly got a kick out of the tech and didn't care otherwise. Anyway, yeah, nice to see you, man. ** Joshua Caleb Weibley, Hey. Thanks a lot for chiming in. ** Ken Baumann, How's it going, Ken? Writing, news, ... ? Lovely to see you. ** Mark, Here's some imaginary confetti for your Milton observations. Love the 'HUNGER' thing. Beautiful. ** Roger P, Call me crazy, but I find the topic of your thesis pretty fascinating in theory. So, yeah, send it along when it's a concrete 'it'. Oh, on the image based investigation re: my writing, it depends. The scrapbook page the other day was specific to trying figure out a particular character in the novel, or, more specifically, how the character's obsession with guro could create an alignment with his willingness to participate in the novel's cannibalism-related activities. I'm interested in making the character's decision to move from the imaginary into the real both sensible and alluringly un-spelled out. I'm always looking for ways to not to work with novelistic tropes like motivation and psychology-based explanations and all that crap, and sometimes in order to employ a more structure- and aesthetics-based connective thread/ explanation, I find I need to construct a kind of equational version of the problem I'm facing -- albeit a rather simplistic equation in the case of that scrapbook page -- in visual 'art', which is a medium that doesn't have heavy-handed expectations that narrative or motivation or explanatory psychology, etc. need be utilized. Or something. I'm not sure that made much sense, but thank you for wondering. ** David Ehrenstein, Now you've got me obsessively trying to figure out the perfect vehicle for a Depp/ Reeves co-starring gig, ha ha. It's actually an interesting puzzle of an idea. Like you, I think with just the right choice, it could really be something. I'm probably just blanking out, but what is 'MOPI'? I saw Liza Minelli on a French talk show maybe a week ago. She didn't sing -- she was mostly talking about MJ -- but physically she looked as healthy and slim and good as she has in decades, I thought. ** Chris, Is 'Happy Days' the play where one of the characters is gradually buried up to the neck during the play? That's my favorite Beckett play, whatever it's called. I really like 'Krapp's Last Tape' too, but I've never seen a really good production of it. I think Michael Mantler did an album back in the 70s based on 'KLT' that was more successful than I'd expected, but my memory might be playing tricks. When do you leave or Austria again? Oh, sure, pieces of music is more than just fine for the SPD. Absolutely. That would be great. ** Empty Frame, I'm going to look for 'Happy Like Murderers' on my next trip to Shakespeare & Co., although it isn't the kind of book they normally grab and stock. You never know, though. No, I don't think I know Gordon Burn's stuff, but I'll add that book you mentioned to my shopping trip list as well. Thanks! Yeah, I remember reading about that whole thing with P.P. Hartnett and Nilsen, but it felt at the time like a Hartnett publicity grab. The Burroughs/ Acker thing was fascinating. It was so interesting to see Kathy being so shy and reverent, and I thought she managed to get Burroughs to be awfully charming. Very, very nice. Got your SPD, and the follow up email. All is well. ** Kier, Thanks for the good words on my scrapbook page. That means a lot. Thank you, thank you. Are you working on stuff right now? If so, what? If not, what does life consist of at the moment? No, I haven't been following the Lynch interview project, which kind of ridiculous of me. I've been meaning to. I'll try to start today. What are you thinking of it so far? ** Stan_cz, So nice when the muse is ever-present, no? Awesome about all the writing pouring out of you. I'm pretty much with Bernard on the Conrad novel. Haven't read it in ages, but I was pretty knocked out when I did. But, yeah, it's all about what one needs literature to be at any given time. I can imagine transitioning from writers like Bukowski and Fante to the more strategic and circuitous Conrad provided a jarring shift in and of itself maybe. Very different literary cans of worms. ** _Black_Acrylic, Yeah, I've been reading about the attacks on Goths and Emos in Leeds this weekend. Depressing. Also, I'd completely forgotten that Gang of Four were born in Leeds. Once I was discussing GoF, whom I adore, with the writer Jon Savage, and he was very dismissive of them, and I remember him saying, they were 'so Leeds', as though that were evidence enough against them. ** Bernard Welt, A double handful of confetti for your Milton and Conrad thoughts. The latter read my mind. 'The Secret Agent' is my favorite Conrad as well. Lovely to chat with you yesterday. ** Dan, Wow, that's very exciting about the script making the initial Sundance workshop cut! Feel my burning hopes on that front. Man, that would be incredible. Oh, when is the Outfest screening? I'm, of course, anxious to hear how that goes. Very well, no doubt. ** SYpHA_69, So you're seeing the GI doc today? Yeah, don't hold back, and let me/us know how that goes. Of course you're right about the SPD always ending up bigger than I start fearing it will be, and, yeah, I've had to divide it into two parts already. ** JW Veldhoen, Wow, Alan's Milton post had some awfully fine fallout. Your fallout positively swizzled the motherfucker. They should have built those twin towers of light. There was that shellshocked moment when bizarre sentimental Vegas things could have happened, but they didn't. ** Alec Niedenthal, 'The Space of Literature', yeah, astonishing, of course. For me, it was 'The Infinite Conversation' for some reason. So incredibly hard to pick and choose though. That's extremely interesting about Levinas re: Blanchot. I need to reread the former pronto. Can you characterize the paper on Levinas and Foster Wallace, if you don't mind? A most intriguing idea. I haven't read Stewart Homes' 'Memphis Underground', or, rather, I only read the beginning before my copy fell out of my coat pocket and onto a train track. You remind me that I need to get another copy. What do you think of it? I love Stewart Home. Sure, I'd like very much to read some of your short shorts, of course. How can I? Re: music and writing, it depends. Usually, the music soundtrack is part of a deliberate experiment, so I've tried various things. Slow and sad works for me, yeah. The more experimental wing of electronic music (Autechre and various others) has helped. For the new novel, I'm doing no music at all. That's pretty interesting and hard in a difficult but useful way. Hope your weekend was great. Mine was okay. ** Colin, Hey, man. How are things? How's the writing, etc.? ** Frank Jaffe, That 'EtV' clip was amazing! I hadn't seen it. Thank you so much. They're not advertising 'EtV' on TV (yet anyway), but during Cannes, the aerial panning clip was omnipresent. France is a very different beast than the US. Noe and the cast of 'EtV' were guests on the most popular TV show in France, and there was literally a forty-five minute segment on the show just about the film with all kinds of famous people there talking about it and asking Noe questions. Well, that would be criminal if 'EtV' isn't released in States. I would have thought 'Irreversible' got enough buzz and press to make it a shoe-in, but I'm an eternal optimist. I can't believe you read 'The Hostage Drama' to your sister, ha ha. That's so cool. Yeah, me too about the Outfest reaction to 'Weak Species'. You saw that he made the long list for the Sundance Workshop, which I'm thrilled about. Fingers crossed on both fronts, eh? Thanks, man. ** Bill, Hey. Welcome back. I love that Tate story. I love that you love Tate too. Oh, how did it go with that gig where the powers were going to be observing your work? Has that happened yet? ** Armando, 'Twentynine Palms' is a good place to start, I think. It got mixed reactions, but I think it's very interesting. Oh, he's heavily and quite obviously influenced by Bresson, and he cops to that in a very upfront way. In fact, for this French magazine Les Inrokuptibles, Dumont and I had a conversation that was mostly about Bresson a couple of years ago. If you see any of his films, you'll see how Bresson is heavily integral to what he does. It's very clear. ** Flit, Jump? Don't jump. That's an order. What's going on, Flit? Why did you say that? Tell me. ** Laurabeth, And give it a go you so did in a classic, luminous LB fashion. Thank you, my pal! ** Memoirs of a Heroinhead, Hey. Welcome to this place. I know you a little from hanging out at Nick/Lotion's place. I didn't know that about your father. That's intense, and of course I'll go find what you wrote about it. I did start reading your blog yesterday when I looked into the comments area, and it's an extraordinary work and ongoing piece of writing. Wait ... Everyone, I highly, highly recommend that you go check out and read the blog of Memoirs of a Heroin Head today or as soon as possible because it's an amazing thing. I'll be reading you regularly now. Yeah, thank you very much. You're in Lyon, right? Do you get to Paris very much? ** Math t, Yeah, you having lived on the West Coast added fuel to the fire of my intrigue re: your observations on the accents there. Everything you say makes such sense, and I'd never thought of that difference between the East and West manners of speaking before. It makes complete sense, and I'm going to be rolling that comparison around in my head for quite a while, I think. ** Killer Luka, That was a juicy response. Wow, yeah, hm, cool. Being something of a satisfied lurker in Alan's head on the issue at hand, I felt singed. But it felt good. You can't spell 'Satan' without 'tan'. ** Bacteriaburger, Hey. Oh, I got the 'Nifty' day, no problem, and thank you, and I'll get back to you about that very soon. The new address and the old one basically go to the same place. The new one just helps get me around any email sent not to me but rather to the DC website. I was just horning in on their address for a while there. ** Alan, Yeah, the Milton Day went really, really well. One of the most interesting days and related comments sections here in a long time, I thought. Thank you again, man. Oh, right, yeah, I'll get onto downloading the blog file(s). Thank you for that too. That task got lost in my space. ** Oscar B, A melancholic SPD sounds most appropriate. Don't stress too much about it, okay? My weekend felt like it entirely took place within the vicinity of my laptop, like I said. Maybe it did. So it was a technically quiet albeit productive couple of days. Is the melancholy and forefronted emotion you're feeling a good thing? ** Dynomoose, It's very good to see you, my friend. Does this mean you'll likely be going to Bethesda for Joe's treatments? Are the treatments a long term thing or more of a sock it to him and send him home kind of thing? Heavy love and hope to you both from me. I'm, of course, quite distressed to hear that Statictick is in the hospital, and I will write to him straight away if not call him should I be able to get the time difference problem worked out. If it's okay, I'm going to repost your call on his behalf here where people who didn't see it over the weekend can. Everyone, our great friend and comrade Dynomoose says, 'Statictick (Nick Rhoades) has been in the hospital for a week now with some pancreas thing (the doctors do not know what) and doesn't know how much longer he will be there. He has nobody visiting him, taking him books, calling or anything. He is all alone. He's worried about his cat, who is locked in his apartment. His landlord said he'd feed her, but he doesn't know what is going on. Obviously, I am over 1000 miles away and cannot get to Detroit to help now. Nick needs phone calls, visits, books and any other kind of help anyone can give him. If you're in the area, or just have a good long distance plan, he's at Henry Ford Hospital (2799 W. Grand Blvd. Detroit, MI 48202) room H432. 313-916-2600 is the operator number, then ask to be transferred to H432. We don't have a direct number. Call him. Visit him. Send him flowers, books, magazines... whatever. When I say books, they have him doped up, so think trashy, easy to read.' Thank you, Adrienne. Take care, and please let me/us know how Joe is doing whenever you have the time and inclination. ** Winter Rates, Hey, man! What's going on? What's new? ** JoeM, Hey. Yeah, Memoir of Heroinhead's blog is really something, and, as you see, I did an alert and recommendation above. I've only read the first or rather newest part, but I intend to read it thoroughly. I'm of two minds so far about his thinking, but then so is he, and obviously I'm coming at the subject with a lot of baggage from experiences and suffering via addicted friends in my personal life, but it's a powerful and beautiful work in any case. Thanks a lot for drawing attention to it. On a different topic, how is your writing going, Joe? Are you working on the script? What's been occupying your incredible talent of late? ** Pisycaca, My mouth's watering about those pastries too. I've almost tempted myself to head over to Place Madeleine any second, but I'm going to do the right (for me) thing and wait to share the taste bud rapture with you guys. Yeah, it would have been nice to go to Avignon, but oh well. Gisele had fun, and I think she found our perfect theater. Apparently, the Honore piece will play in Paris, so all is not lost. ** Pascal, Hey, man! ** Tomkendall, That love and anarchy brain offshoot of yours was a beautiful thing, man. Your confusion is mine. A fucking pleasure to share it and to be so enlightened. ** Steevee, Hey. I guess WR got you sorted out on the images thing. I saw an email from you this morning. I'll open it and get back to you shortly. Thank you! ** Misanthrope, I so dug all the Milton talk, yours most assuredly included. Thanks, man. Jesse Starr retired? Likely story. I've noticed that a few of the ex-Helix boys have moved over to this other site called something like TeachTwinks, so I'll keep my eyes peeled there and let you know. Haven't spotted him escorting yet. If I do, whoosh. Thanks for calling Statictick and passing on the more positive report. I'll hope to write or talk to him today. ** Jesse Hudson, Oh, gosh, thank you so much, dude, about the scrapbook post. Please feel extremely free to use any of those images for your own work as you see fit. It would be nothing but the highest possible honor. I bow to you, retreat a few steps, bow again, retreat, bow, retreat, bow, ad infinitum. ** NB, New laptop, woo! That writing's rust won't last long, I'm sure. What exactly are you going to do in Portland? ** Inthemostpeculiarway, I heard about 'The Last House ...' Not that it was possibly a real snuff, more that it was so obviously not. Maybe it's just me, but it's amazing how easily people can be fooled on that front. I think they must want it to be real so badly. The only real snuff film I know about that was actually in any form of circulation was this Russian snuff film called 'The Thief's Punishment' that was briefly sold on the web ten or more years ago. I didn't see it, of course, but I saw some screen grabs at the time that gave me serious chills, and when the people who made it were arrested and it turned out to be real, I was freaked out but not surprised. There is a Robot Heaven scene in 'Transformers 2', yes. The movie is totally ridiculous, as was I for getting a smidgen of enjoyment from it that afternoon. What's with all this sickness you're going through? He seem so blaze about it, but, I mean, that's not good, man. What's up? Like I said, my weekend seemed like it barely happened. Just me and my laptop and occasionally smoke filled lungs and a food semi-filled stomach. It's really a blank. I'm not being coy. It was sans tidbits. I'll see what I can come up with today to tell you. In the meantime, you know what I'm waiting for. ** Blendin, You were there in person for the astounding a legendary Gagne-Bonds face off?! Wow. That's a TV memory I'll take to my grave. One of my biggest dreams was to interview Vin Scully about Eric Gagne. I just wanted the whole interview to be me asking him about Gagne. I tried to do it for the LA Weekly, but Scully politely declined. It still makes me sad. ** Shaiological Processes, Well, hey there, man! Been a while. You all right? You gonna fill your old pal Dennis in on what's been going on in your world of worlds? ** Postitbreakup, I think there are a few people here who are heavily into 'True Blood' I know one of them is Inthemostpeculiarway. Oh, I don't actually know how to count the hits or visits to my blog, mainly because I don't want to know. A long time ago, a guy sent me an email telling me how many hits my blog got each day, but that was the only time. I'd rather not know. So I know there's a way to find out, and I think it's fairly simple, but I have no clue about how to do it. ** Spunky, Spunky! Howdy, pal. I've missed you a lot, you know, duh. I follow your little status squibs on Facebook, and in fact only yesterday I learned that your increasingly pendulous breasts were threatening to hurl you face first to the floor. Four months, yikes. Time flies, or at least it does when you're the pal of a pregnant person. I suppose for you, the time moves a bit more slowly, just as I imagine you do (move more slowly) yourself. I'm doing okay, same old. Paris is in a charming warm and clear but not painfully hot state at the moment. Yeah, so, so good to see you, Spunkster! ** Right, Monday's blog related festivities now end for me. Today's post: I was in a psychedelia loving mood the other day, and I thought why not go ahead and psychedelicize all you too? That's what happened. Send me any SPD contributions you haven't sent me yet. Bye. See you on Bastille Day.
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Hey Dennis, just about to log off and noticed your new post, so I guess it's me that gets to take the comments section virginity today. Re: Gordon Burn, cool, I hope you find it. Wiki Burn, maybe. He's not particularly avantgarde or anything, but seemed to catch a moment a while back - memorials, the darker strain of young British art, bizarre celebrity cults and obsessions etc.
Oh good, I love Stewart Home's work too. I wonder what he's up to?
Re-reading The Sluts sparks a question re: your writing process generally. It's pretty obvious you like complex narrative structures, so I was wondering - does the structre come first? And then you fit your characters/episodes/images into that structure? Or do you superimpose a structure on your work after a big splurge of writing? I guess in a nutshell I'm asking what's first? The structure or the content?
Do you surprise yourself a lot when you write? Or do you pretty much have it mapped out beforehand?
OK, that's it - I too have been spending way too long at my laptop and really should expose myself to the light. Glad you got SPD stuff and hopefully didn't think it was too lame.....all the best, man.
Hey Dennis,
you know, I think my current productivity regarding poetry stems to a great degree from having very little contact with my family. They have usually been the ones who got on my nerves, disturbed, nagged or bothered me in one way or another. But now, living alone, avoiding even phone conversations with them as much as I can, I feel very good, calm and relaxed and thus fit for work. One's surrounding is everything. I'll probably write even more when I reach LA.
I don't think that my problems with Conrad came from any kind of transitioning. Yes I've been reading a lot of Fante, Bukowski and Hemingway lately, who have very direct styles, but then I'm also reading Kafka, Celine and many poets who are as experimental with prose and style as Conrad is. I don't know, maybe I just need more exposure to his work. I see that "The Secret Agent" is getting a lot of praise here, so I think I'll go get it from the library soon.
I've been wondering if you've ever been to Carmel or Big Sur. I've been seeing a lot of it lately, mentally that is, through the poetry of Robinson Jeffers, and would love to make a pilgrimage there one day.
MOPI = My Own Private Idaho
Nice 60's video melange, Dennis -- especially the barely-knonw Wonderwall.
For me there'll always be two 60's.
The one the culture cathects on is th elate 60's -- the vaunted "Summer of Love" and Woodstock. That of course takes us to the early 70's. Bad hasion, bad hair, bad drugs. For me it's the early 60's. Cool, sleek, urban, sohisticated. That means Edie and Andy, the Kinks, John Philip Law, the (original Chicago) Second City, Godard at his best ad Qui etes-vous Polly Magoo ?, Warren Sonbert, et. al.
You're not interested in partying drunkenly all evening with your local firemen?
From my recollection of French firemen, I think you'd be missing something - but then again probably not your types...
Oh, very excited to say Ugly Man is stocked by Gay's the Word Bookshop in London - bought and hidden away in my do not read until the flight pile - nine days to go!
hi dennis
yes, in answer to your question, michael has read it, and we have already done 2 rounds of edits on it. it was actually very nice experience because 'down and out' came pretty much fully formed, but i knew that when i turned in the original version of sick city that it was a few revisions away from being done. so this time was my first real experience of doing a big edit with michael, and it was great - his thoughts chimed pretty much exactly with mine, and i was able to fix some of the problems with the first version quite quickly. now i'm definitely happy with it.i had that exciting experience of being able to read the thing as a reader - you have a small window of opportunity to do that i feel, after youve finished it, and before you get totally burnt out on it - and i think i did a good job. so yes, now it goes to sales, and all of that other stuff, and they decide what to do with it. i think a year (theyre talking about a july 2010 release) is enough time to get everything in order.
you know, i always had a dream that i could go hang out with prof. shuglin for a year and write a book about him, while he uses me as a test rat for all of his latest chemical compounds. i think i actually pitched this to harpers at the beginning but i got the impression hat they worried a little that i might not make it back in one piece, ha ha.
but this trippy day was fun, and much appreciated. its my birthday today - 31. ten years more than i planned, but i cant complain....
Thanks again for all the interesting comments on my Milton thing. I took the opportunity yesterday to acknowledge a few of them. Thanks in addition to JoeM, winter rates, tomkendall, M./Pisycaca, Pascal, inthemostpeculiarway, and anyone else who checked it out.
Misanthrope, Hi, buddy. Don't worry, I was looking for your comment. I know your schedule. Yeah, I think I mentioned Milton, but I didn't realize you were so up on him. You know, I made it through a degree in English/comparative literature without reading a word of Milton. Weird.
mark, In fact Milton's angels do cry tears, shed blood, eat "with keen dispatch / Of real HUNGER" (my emphasis), and digest their food with "concoctive heat / To transubstantiate." In the end "what redounds, transpires / Through Spirits with ease" (i.e., gets excreted). I wanted to mention how much I appreciate your film-reduction project, if you missed my later comment. I hope you'll make it available to the masses somehow.
Jesse Hudson, I'm glad you got something out of the post. Thanks for mentioning Philip Pullman's work. There are rumors of a big-budget film adaptation of "Paradise Lost" proper, which I'm sure will be awful. How are they going to handle all that pre-Fall nudity?
Shai, my love. Thanks, that meant a lot.
Dennis, Joyeux quatorze juillet! Don't pretend you don't know what that means. I caught you reading Liberation the other day. There was a Bastille Day celebration here in Brooklyn this weekend. They closed off several blocks on Smith Street for boules and French cuisine. And skateboarding (?). Pas de pompier. I love that word. Fascinating answer to roger on your use of found images. Right now I'm also looking for ways to make my characters' choices seem natural without giving them boring "backstories" or whatever, so that was really inspiring.
My favourite psychedelia:
Oh my God it's full of stars!
(In my little film I had Edie gaze into a celebrity magazine and say, in wispy Marilyn Monroe voice,the above line. It was cut).
Oh God I hate the 'How's the writing going' question. Put it this way, I love when you say that you did 'a few minutes writing' the day before. Slow, but the good thing is I have two things I'm enthusiastic about, which is more than was the case for some time.
I think the best way to read the Memoirs of a Heroinhead blog is to start from the first post. It's not set out chronologically, but posts do refer to previous posts. You don't have to do it all in a oner as I did, maybe just one section a day (plus comments, which are also interesting and fill in gaps, expand etc).
Happy birthday Tony O'Neil, just saw your comment on the Memoirs blog. It reminded me of the stuff you've put on here,which I also really liked. Heard great reports on the books too.
Milton outed
tony o'neill, happy 31st!
Caught some really good movies at Outfest yesterday. An Englishman in New York is about Quentin Crisp's later years, with John Hurt reprising the role that made him (and Quentin) famous in The Naked Civil Servant. Landing in the city in the 70's Quentin starts out by having a great old time. Swanning through the streets in England in the 40's and 50's meant dodging brickbats both real and metaphorical. In New York everyone's parading about much as he does in different styles and so he fits right in. Then AIDS comes along and he loses his footing. His smart quips fall flat. Dennis O'Hare is great as the editor of "Christopher Street" magazine who becomes a friend and Jonathan Tucker is fucking phenomenal as a young gay painter dying of AIDS. His deeply platonic friendship qith Quentin is the heart of the film.
Also say Pop Star On Ice, a documentary about skating star Johnny Weir who's SO FUCKING GAY the rest of us will have to take lessons just to keep up. He looks, and acts, so much like John Cameron Mitchell (but even gayer) that I fully expect we'll next see him in Hedwig On Ice any day now. My favorite moment is when the press asks him about a rival skater and Johnny says that they're friends but when the competitions start it's best they don't socialize caus "After all we can't be sitting up in the hotel room curling each other's hair and watching American Idol."
Also a reat short Sidney Turteltaub starrign Derek Jacobi as an old gay con artist who makes his living by attending waks and funerals and stealing from the breaved. There are plans to expand this into a feature and I hope they do. Jacobi is one of the best actors breathing.
What - Americans have got An Englishman in New York before us?! As Kenneth Williams would say, 'It's an outrage!' The bloody TV company that made it can't show it because they're nearly bankrupt and if they showed it they'd have to actually PAY people who made it and were in it. (They've got stuff going back years in the vaults).
Quentin was another like Vidal who claimed not to believe in romantic love, but like GV, he relented somewhat near the end, I think, relying emotionally on that Denis guy.If only he'd written his Palimpsest
Poor Quentin had no fuss made over him in the UK when he died. His quip that media-user Princess Diana 'got what she deserved' killed him off over here. The Brits can't take criticism like that. When Dirk Bogarde moved to Europe and bemoaned the strike-driven UK (then later the xenophobic Thatcherites) he too was banished. Hardly a murmur when he died.
Speaking of Acker, I've finally begun looking into her work, something I've been meaning to do for years now. I've had a few of her books lying around (mainly "Great Expectations," "Blood and Guts in High School," "Empire of the Senseless," "My Mother: Demonology," "Pussy, King of the Pirates" & "Rip-Off Red, Girl Detective"), but I always put her off, though I did read her "Burning Bombing of America" novella a few years ago. This weekend I re-read that novella, and I also started reading both "Great Expectations" and "Empire of the Senseless." Enjoying both so far. I ordered a few more of her books at work yesterday, actually. I'm hoping that reading a new writer might inspire my own literary efforts.
Happy birthday, Tony!
I misread the Sasha Shulgin caption as "in his tub". Hmmm, there's got to be a quirky short story in there somewhere. Love the psychedelic fish.
The big gig is a week from Thursday. I'm *trying* not to be too stressed, heh heh heh.
Bill
I didnt get a chnace to comment on the weekend but let me just say THANK YOU to ALAN for a post that I really enjoyed.
Dennis, actually that monster that keeps flashing up in the s.t.a.l.k.e.r. video is a mutant thats attacking your mind from really far way away. It's really scary because it can happen when you dont expect it. I've probably mentioned before how that game is based in the world of the movie STALKER by andrei Tartofsky, and that the last chapter of my book takes place in that game.
hey, have you noticed how the dodgers are best team in baseball? Theyre practically in the world series already.
Well if Vin Scully rejected you, then Vin Scully is significantly less deity-like in my eyes now. That is all I have to say.
Dennis, I just realised that we have mutual friend. Not surprising 'tho since Koes fits just perfectly into your world, he could be a character who jumped out of one of your books actually :)
Much Love
Josh~
Latest FaBloG: Fait Diver -- "He Had It Coming"
What you cite, JoeM, is why Isherwood left the UK with no regrets and never looked back. Famous as he was as a youth (he was the inspiration for The Razor's Edge after all) he couldn't WAIT kick over the traces and LIVE.
josh
koes is made
out of dark matter and dolphin jizz
be warned
i badly need a hug today.
**hugs kier**
from millions of miles away, but none the less
i've been swimming in the black blood of the earth
but i swear i'm clean now
hey dennis,
loved the psych music post. do you like the free design? are you into contemporary psych stuff at all? pretty much everything on kranky and importants records is amazing.
i'd love a chance to read 'the infinite conversation,' but it's so damn expensive! it definitely seems like the definitive blanchot, though, or at least the most diverse.
the paper was for a class on metafiction. the first half was an analysis (a pretty poor one) of derrida's "panegyric" to levinas, "At this very moment in the work here I am" (a staggering essay), and of simon critchley's commentary on the latter. the second half was a close reading of david foster wallace's "think." i tried to show how "think" replicates levinas's "ethical movement." i also did some stuff with metafiction as nostalgia for self-presence and logocentrism, etc. stuff like that.
i loved "memphis underground." i haven't read any stewart home before, but he reminds me a lot of tom mccarthy. the british anti-avant-garde avant-garde (if that's an appropriate characterization) seems to be doing really cool and socially relevant stuff, no? which other books by home would you recommend?
i emailed you re: short-shorts. short-shorts is an embarrassing thing to type on the internet!
IDM-ish stuff works for me, too. i usually listen to stuff like low or whatever. "sad and slow."
sorry your weekend was just okay. at least there isn't much longer until HP6. that's what i tell myself whenever i have bad weekends.
shai, i wouldn't mind if you weren't clean. i'm hugging you back.
hey alan or/and Dennis,
Well I cannot be held responsible for what I write on here late on a saturday night after drinking with friends. I don't remember what I said actually, but I'm sure it was worthless. Something about the reinterpration of history based on a communist perpspective, I believe. I do remember the word "Sow". ha ha ha.
so ...sorry if I let you down, alan. I am a fine fool bumbling about without any knowledge of what is going on at any given time or what anything means anymore.
I'm heading into the city with my camera, probably to the outer reaches of Brooklyn, then to a random bar. If anyone knows where I can fall down dancing in the greater Manhattan/Brooklyn area, email: chickeninthefield@gmail.com
Dennis,
I said "the beams of light shot up from ground zero..." although I tried "they beams they". Vegas yes, but I'm thinking more Alan Vega. I look at the light memorial as suicidal bathos. The ephemeral part of it failed, contingent to factors that were not conceived properly, was my original point, but not to mention impossible under the weight of so much, defeating anything like the economy of means in art: in some other sense the light never emerged from the rubble.
flit, buddy old pal, are you around today?
Killer Luka, Stop showing off that you have friends.
Hiya Dennis,
Thank you very much for all you say and the link and recomendation of the blog. I must also thank JoeM (again) for his words and support. I'm a person who is easily touched... and I'm touched once again.
On a note about Nilsen...
Over the years I have almost become a fan of Nilsen... his words and sketches. I was very close to adding his face alongside the other artists and writers and musicians who have influenced my life. I didn't finally for fear that my mother would ever see that.
I hope one day he is released, and I am a supporter of his right to have his book published. I would be one of the first to buy it (regardless of where any profits go!!)
Once again, many thanks & hopefully we'll speak again soon.
Shane. x
Does anybody know the going rate for contracting a hit ?
Dorothy Dean used to have a price chart at her fingertips.
Dennis, love that psychedelic clips - yes.
and thanks Alan for the cool inspiration yesterday.
uli
Man, it's bad enough when Gene Simmons is telling entertainers they should stay in the closet or it will kill their career, but when gay people start saying the same thing, you know something's gone horribly wrong.
Sorry, Ya that was some stupid shit to say.
Kier, I am here,somewhat. Recovering kind of shaky. Hugs to you.
I think thats it for me and substances. I feel better when clean.
Shane, cool to see you here.
I sent you the other 4 photos today. I trust that they arrived.
Also, my copy of my editor's Toronto letter turned up in today's mail. I will call the festival tomorrow to check whether they've received it.
Tony, Happy Birthday! Yours is one week before mine, exactly. :)
hey dennis
what ive been up to is, i'ma channel MATT here, here's some emo lyrics to tell you...
...........................
Whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at. He owes me one last wish.
So here's a present to let you know I still exist.
I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.
But I got a plan (I got a plan)
Drink (drift) for forty days and forty nights.
A sip for every second-hand tick.
And for every time you fed me the line, "you mean so much to me...".
I'm without you.
So tell all the English boys you meet, about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say...
..........................
so yeah
same old shit, right?
that's it Dennis
no more falling Shai over heels for boys
until
i find...
tall thin hung tatted up asian
who knows some Misfits lyrics
and can teach me about Adorno
is that too specific do you think?
right.
The beams they, I meant. At one point today in Union Square they were singing the battle hymn of the republic today. I got a haircut that is razor short. Saw some some new abstract photos in Washington Heights on a weird invite, glad I went though. 2 new white short sleeve shirts, switching back to my Oliver Peoples. Drinking now till Wednesday.
Luka I am sorry I called you a sow. These violent upsurges, less easy to contain now.
wf: radia
jw,
no problem. I believe I called you a unicorn slayer.
i'm sorry too. oink oink/ :)
Yes Happy Days is that play by the second act the actor is up to her head in dirt. "discovered" a great Todd song today: "you left me sore."
from Something Anything. Do you know and or like that and A Wizard, A True Star? In my mind his only records or merit, whatever that means.
Hope you're well admist all you doing.
Waiting to hear back from a job prospect - I'll hear back Wednesday. Going to the Frick tomorrow and then a show of Ray Johnson, don't know his work, but my step mom suggested. Sent SPD.
best,
Chris
Chris
dennis
i'm sorry i referred to you as
a
Cyclopian Copepod
that
was out of line
hey man! thanks a lot for the urls you sent me, that was its own little psychedelic world with all those bright colors and posed boys and hyperlinks circling back on each other. the pictures on those free sites are way too small for me to draw from, but i certainly had fun. sounds like you had a productive weekend, nice.
today is cool. i always kinda liked Syd Barrett's solo albums. have you seen Morrissey's recent album+single covers? the music is pretty whatever but the covers are playfully trippy and kinda disarming.
managing people is so weird. today i got woken up with an SMS from my employees that they were having trouble completing their usual morning duties because 'the power company' had been at the store 'all morning' threatening to cut the electricity because of an unpaid back balance of over $30,000. it hadn't occurred to my dudes to contact me until they deemed this was finally interfering a little too much with counting some shirts. people are insane. i'm tired, gonna reheat some pizza and knock out.
Flit hiya! x
tony o'neill a very very happy birthday! it is also my younger sister's birthday.
love, math+
Well, saw my GI specialist tonight, had a pretty thorough chat with him (almost 40 minutes or so). He thinks I might have a mild case of colitis, which might explain problems I've been having with abdominal pain, weight loss, loss of appetite, erratic bowel movements, depression, fatigue, and so on. He thinks that maybe one of the reasons why I vomited around my birthday was that maybe my colitis had a flare-up and the pain led me to throw up (or something like that). He thinks I should try some medication to deal with it, and if that doesn't work, there are always antibiotics (in case its a lingering infection) or a colonoscopy (though I'm hesitant to pursue that latter course as my weight is still pretty low). As for gaining weight, he says I should eat more meat, more protein, more fatty foods, maybe try Ensure, etc. He kind of reassured me that it wasn't stomach cancer, and he said because I had been scoped last February anyway if it had been stomach cancer, they would have found something then. So, I guess I'll just need to make some changes to my diet in the meanwhile and try to get this potential Colitis issue treated (he also advised me to take a blood test).
Dennis,
I have a favor to ask... could you do your little italics thing and ask if anyone knows graduate schools that offer an M.A. in Creative Writing? And also, why would I want to get an M.F.A. versus the M.A. (which would let me go on to get a PHD)? I've done some preliminary googling but I figured there's a lot of creative people here who might know more personally.
If not it's cool, I just thought maybe I'd get a few more replies if it was on the main page.
What do you think of this video? I had a brief obsession with AutoTune as I tried to prove to my ex-bf that the bitch from The Hills can't actually sing (you can see why I shouldn't have gone out with him in the first place, but I have to settle)
Dennis, I have a deadline with a friend to send her the first two chapters by next Sunday. I have the first and beginning of the second done, but I think I want to rewrite. I don't know. Hah. I shouldn't. She's also making me submit something to Bat City where she is a poetry editor. So I have to find a story. I have one actually, just need to edit it. Anyway, that's it for me. Adjusting to the new job. On the fence. Miss NYT and the people there. Christopher asked me to be his boyfriend. It's been, I guess, two weeks now, or something. Kind of fast. I think I wooed him with my horrible fashion sense and sudden dancing to Destroyer the other night. I guess I was mildly drunk. Hope you're well. Sorry I skipped this SPD day. I'm too private with that, but it comes off in my writing sometimes. I guess. Oh, there's a gay porn store around the corner on 8th, b/t 21 and 20th, that has a window display for 3D Gay Porn. Lame poster with some flimsy 3D glasses. What have we come to? I don't know if I want some cock flying out of my TV. Maybe if it's twink porn, but this was muscle daddies and I definitely don't want 3D chest hair. I thought you might get a kick out of that? Cereal and bed. Nom nom. Hang ten, Nicholas.
hey dennis,
glad you liked the clip!
Yeah I mean even though IRREVERSIBLE did well, I really don't know if someone like IFC would really want to heavily promote a 3 hour psychedelic death trip. I mean someone will definitely acquire it, but I doubt it'll be heavily promoted/released theatrically in alot of places.
Either way I can't wait to see it!
Yeah I did hear about Dan's successes, It's too cool!
I think the feature version could just be awesome, especially with how awesome just 30 minutes were.
I just came back from a party a couple minutes ago, but I decided to post this before I passed out. I was at this gorgeous hotel in Coral Gables called the Biltmore, totally amazing!
Can't wait for these SPD entries!! :)
xxfrank
Nice post today. I like psychadelic stuff. So much I think I spelled it wrong.
Hm, I'm assuming what you want is a description of my day. Becuase I have sent my SPD! It was the one with my favorite boy possibly ever.
Okay, well I woke up around five after falling asleep at two, again. So that was routine, I suppose.
read a little. I placed an Amazon order. Acker won over Troma, even though it kind of pains me to miss out on those surely Academy Award worthy songs. I also picked up a replace copy of The Safety of Unknown Cities, a Woody Allen, a Lynch, The Show That Smells, and something else. But still, I'm pretty excited to try out Acker for the first time. I'm sure I'll at least like her.
Hm... Weeds, of course. Nurse Jackie, which is probably (no, it is) the better show but Weeds still has Hunter Parrish. So.
I'm about to watch Cemetery Man, one of my absolute favorite films. Completely beautiful and a little surreal, two things which a zombie movie are never called. But it is so much more than a zombie movie. And there's a simply breathtaking (how cliche, no?) scene in a mauseleum (Jesus I cannot spell tonight) that makes it worth the extremely cheap price the Anchor Bay DVD is going for. But if you're going to watch it, don't judge it by it's lame title or the lame cover it got slapped with.
Okay, where was I?
Oh, I ate today and didn't throw up! It was a nice feeling. Of course, now I'm about to die from lack of cigarettes. I've been trying to smoke outside lately, to help me cut down (these things are getting fucking expensive, man) but during the bout of food-in food-out, I basically gave the finger to that little act and am now suffering for it. Damn.
How was your day?
Hey. OK, I can't wait to see Dumont's films, especially 'Twentynine Palms'.
Hey, did you see the remakes of 'The Texas Chainsaw Massacre' and 'Last House On The Left'? I'm kinda curious about them.
D.C., hey, I haven't been a terribly d'd.l. of late, but yup, convoy meant trying to navigate down the U.K.'s exciting motorways without losing sight of the guy who knew where he was going. I always hated those missions in games where you had to escort something without letting it get lunched. This was a bit like that, except with a Chesterfield.
("Corporal Clegg" is such a cool song, heh. I like the Floyd best when they aren't entirely sure what they're doing, which is why the magnificently ponderous Atom Heart Mother gets played more than anything 'round here.)
I made a mixtape a few days ago. It's a bit somnolent and multicoloured, and indexed as a single mp3 for convenience and, yeah, fascism. Interested parties can snag it here if curious. (I should probably re-upload the one that unites AMM with Burial and Fennesz's cover of "Don't Talk (Put Your Head On My Shoulder" with the original, hmm.)
Hi Dennis,
What's new eh? Well, i just had an old very quirky friend visit from Miami and I think I cooked one of my best dinners ever, "Bollywood" chicken kabobs, veggie kabobs, rice, and curried potatoes with peas, I was pleased as were the guests..
Catecrestic, or whatever the hell Jared's handle is on here is gonna guest host the radio show with me tomorrow, and I look forward to that...we hung out at the Sir Richard Bishop show...
Last week's skullhum is up so you should dig it, I wholeheartedly endorse it...
Um, yeah behind on my 52 poems but just by a few this thing
kinda really loving life in it's mellowness. on page 500 of re-read of the recognitions this time checking out the annotations online...
enjoyed today, my buddy who hooked me up with the radio show and who does the show before mine usually is triiping on shulgin compounds, legal shit you can buy on line by the name of 2ct and 2ctb etc. i've done a few and they are awesome so it's cool you included shulgin in yr thing...
anyway, luv ya brother, and thanks for what you do-
-WR
Dennis, yeah, I think my melancholia can be somehow positive, at least it helps my creativeness.
I've been reading/watching stuff about this guy, Ricardo Lopez, who was an obsessive Bjork fan, sent her a bomb and then killed himself. Have you seen the videos he made? Very interesting, creepy stuff, I think.
I'm actually working on obsessive fandom ( of the 'reclusive' type, not the crowds).
I haven't slept properly for two nights, keep waking up at three or something, and I'm very tired. Which is not a good thing when you've got stuff to do.
Ok, have a nice French holiday day, if you care at all about it.
Kier, hugs hugs hugs
kier, mucho hugs.
tony o'neill, happy birthday!
Dennis, According to the site I saw the Jesse retirement news on, this guy had actually spoken to him a few times about it. Said Jesse was a bit of a prick too. Which is okay with me, I just want to pay him, fuck him, and throw him out the door. Okay, maybe not. But yeah, keep an eye out for him elsewhere!
Oh, I finally updated my blog story after a long lay off. Introduced a couple new characters. Need to make that guy INSANE! Oh, wait, he kinda already is.
Yeah, get in touch with Static one way or another. I think it'd make his day.
Now I gotta make my day and go to sleep...
Hi Dennis,
Thanks for asking about my writing. It's going o.k. I keep writing about the moon because it's all over T.V. right now.
The Sukenick interview is good, and interesting to hear about FC2 (which I knew of, but didn't really understand what it is.)
Now I'm going to walk my dog.
DENNIS would you want an Auto Tune day from me? I keep finding more links
Dennis,
No I don't get to Paris very often... means and bad habits keep me here (Lyon). I must get down there though I have a bone to pick with some gallery proprietor or other. He sent me an email saying my art was shit and I'll never expose in Paris!! lol I responded by posting a link back to his gallery... that link is in the form of a huge turd. He's still screaming for me to remove it. Do you know what the chances of that are??? ;)
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