Wednesday, July 8, 2009
p.s. Hey. Today the cultishly revered (by me, et. al.) photographer and distinguished local Toniok shares his love for Miguel Angel Martin, an artist I only knew via his work with the band Whitehouse until my eyes were thusly opened. Please allow your eyes to widen, check out the goods above, and report something back to our kind guest host. Thanks a lot, Tonio! Me, I don't have a lot to report to you today. My head is basically down trying to organize my upcoming non-fiction collection, and the tiny thrills and chills of doing that are not really translatable. So I'll just give you the first of many upcoming urges to get to work on your SPD contributions, if you don't mind, and now I'll head south. ** Esther Planas, Hey, Esther! Oh, yeah, I'm really sorry we missed each other in London too. Fate was in a bad mood or something what with your disappearing keys and my temporarily missing phone and so on. I'll go check out that link, dying to see your new work as I am. Take care, and we'll figure out a meeting point if it's the last thing we do, right? ** Erik, I second your advice to SYpHA, with the added tip that with 'Juliette' as well as with, well, Sade in general, if you need to skim sometimes, go ahead. Sade is god, but his wind can be very long. ** Pascal, Yeah, I saw 'Suz/O/Suz' back when I was living in Amsterdam, and it was one of the most scary, intimidating theater experiences I ever had. Someone literally could have gotten killed, at least in the version I saw. I'll ask the poem question here tomorrow, so heads up. ** Stan_cz, Any news on the school front yet? Oh, someone told me once about Celine living there, but I forgot. I'll have to go stroll by there. Yeah, you were staying not too far from there the last time. Are you reading Celine in French or English or German or ... ? ** October, Yeah, hoping I get my Halloween LA trip this year as is my dream, let's make a plan, spooky houses included. Very cool. And very cool too if you can get in on the SPD. Thanks a lot, man. ** David Ehrenstein, True about the lack of conflict in 'Juliette'. It's probably Sade's blabbiest too. Did you see 'Bruno'? The more I hear, the less I feel I need to see it so far. ** Empty Frame, Oh, yeah, even in my home country of the States, the chances of finding my books in Borders or Barnes & Noble aren't so hot. And of course the monstrous chain store fall out, ugh, although, at least in the US, those two big chains are having their problems, and in NYC and LA at least, new little indie bookstores seem to be springing up more frequently than they have in years. We'll see. I'd love to go to Berlin with 'Jerk', but it's rare that the venues will pay to bring me along, and I'm always too low on money to spring for that kind of trip on my own, and I've been x'ed out of all of our previous theater shows in Berlin, but I'm fishing for an invite. Mm, I don't think I've seen Melies' 'La Melomane'. If I have, it must have been a long time ago and subsequently blurred out, but I don't think so. Oh, it's on your blog? Awesome. I just popped over and spied it there, along with the Tiger Lilies! I'll give it as well as the other great clips a long look a little later on. Thanks a lot! ** Tonyoneill, Title related head scratching, yeah. Me too. I have two titles I'm trying to perfect or even figure out at all, ugh. Your reading is tonight, yes? Blow everyone out, and tell me what happens. ** Frank Jaffe, Oh, hey, Frank, welcome. Ha ha, yeah, it was you who I'd spotted joining that Araki group. Well, the group's name is eye-catching, that's for sure, and why not? Many more posts from you would be great, obviously. So, what's going on? What are you doing, working on, etc.? ** Paul Curran, Heavy ditto on the loveliness and inspiration caused by seeing you, and thanks so much for the good words about 'Jerk' too. Means a ton, obviously. So have you headed into the writing yet? ** Pisycaca, Hey, Xet! I was wondering if you'd know La Fura dels Baus. My summer's not so bad so far. Yours? The heat was really ugh here for a while, but it feels more like fall here this week, and I feel more like prancing about. ** SYpHA_69, Your new car sounds kind of tasty and serial killer-esque. ** Blendin, You'll get there. To LA, I mean. Don't worry. I can sense it. So, I wished you happy birthday on the sort of dreaded FB, but here's another HB after the fact for good measure. How did you spend it? ** Jose, There used to be big scale mind-fuck theater in the US. Robert Wilson is one of the few left standing, and he mostly shows in Europe these days. Raising the money is the problem. Europe's just a lot more generous to its artists, period, and there's a long tradition of giant experimental theater works over here (LFdB, Castellucci, Fabre, Bausch, Peter Brook, etc., etc.), unlike in the States, so younger artists here who want to make that kind of work aren't viewed as unreasonable. Yeah, LIES/ISLE looks awesome, doesn't it? Great to sec your piece there. What's up with you right now? ** Alan, As of today, I'm at 39,401 words. It grows and shrinks daily, of course. Ideally, that's about 2/3 of the eventual length, but we'll see. Figuring out the last 1/3 is really flummoxing me right now. So I'm refining and chiseling what's already there until I break through. ** Marc, That makes sense. I mean worrying about dullness and things being blunted. But you know me: I work my fingers to the bone on my stuff because I can't do it any other way. Instinct is big. Keeping one eye on the old instincts. Not easy. But, yeah. ** Kier, Really, really great to meet you, absolutely! No, I'd be surprised if I go along to Germany for the 'Ktl' show, but you never know. I haven't seen it with the new performer Jonathan yet, so I might try hard. But you should come to Paris sometime too, you know? Yes, the new untitled piece we're working on is going to be performed in Bergen. I think that will be the second gig after Avignon. Fall 2010, I guess. God, a long time from now. Oh, that's so sad about MBV-3D. I had hopes for it, I don't know why. Damn. Oh, well. Shit, the Printed Matter video is a treat, and the hospital photos are stunning. Let me ... Everyone, the great Kier has a video on his blog from the NYC 'Voidoid' event that was chronicled here the other day plus some really beautiful new photographs. You simply must go see for yourself. They're here (scroll down). ** Steevee, Sucks about all the waiting on your end. Here's hoping for a quick domino effect. ** Rigby, Wolf would look so right in plastic, so beyond the young Avenging Diana Rigg. Oh my gosh. You're really onto something there. ** Postitbreakup, Nice playlist. A little of almost everything. I've just scrolled through it so far, but I'll play while I'm dong my grunt work today. You're right, I should do one too, and I will, and I'll lodge it in the blog soon. Playlist.com, got it. I love making playlists, but I usually just do them on paper and then imagine them playing in my head. Doing a playlist SPD would probably murder too many people's computers, I fear. Anyway, thanks for the idea, Josh. ** Chris, Saw the Facebook thing. Awesome that all those 'Them' versions exist. Time to start making a plan. I'll write you over there, and let's get on this thing in some initial way at least. Did Ish ever get any poz or neg from the New Museum, do you know? How's tricks otherwise? ** Misanthrope, Oh, you and Justin should so do some big mindfucking theater piece. Oh, I saw that MJ ambulance photo already on a newsstand here or something. I'm not sure that counts as corpse. Maybe it does technically. I'm going to pretend he was just taking a little nap. ** NB, Your lack of accent is well known to me, yes. It's probably well known to you that my Texan parents fought theirs to a draw. I wonder if there isn't a teentsy weentsy bit of Texas accent in my voice. No one's ever said anything. So the boy's waiting for you. You guys need a fireplace, and maybe a bear rug, or a tofu bear rug. Have a big or rather small and very safe trip back to Loveland. ** Math t, Wow, you remember the original objects of desire SPD better than I do, but when you describe the entries, it all floods back. I can't remember mine, if I did one. Vincent Kartheiser maybe? Duh, maybe. I wonder whatever the heck happened to Garrison. I wonder if he's still working in TV. I miss him. I miss them all. Remember when you made fun of me for using the word confab? The good old days. Sigh. In France there aren't any 18+ stickers on or plastic wrapping around the AA ensconced Butts. But that's France for you. ** Flit, I've never really been wildly into theater as a general rule either. Just the experimental stuff. Here is a million times better for that stuff than there. There being where you are. I'll check my email for SPD, and if it's a mess, which I'm sure it isn't, I'll let you know. Awww, you have a Boston accent? I like them. They're as posh as American accents get, right? I think so. ** Christopher/Mark, Yeah, when I was at the SLG, I was looking through their archives a bit. Pretty amazing place long term. And that room, the exhibition space, is such a beaut. There are places to eat in Camberwell, but you have to walk for twenty minutes to a half-hour from the SLG to reach them. Being in London always makes me really, really appreciate the Paris metro or maybe I mean how cozy Paris and easily walkable is. Yeah, you're the third person to give high marks to 'Public Enemies'. I really want to see it. Michael Mann is always a genius with camerawork, framing, and all that if nothing else. ** JW Veldhoen, Okay, understood, on the no SPD from JW news, but the theme is there is twisted beyond all recognition if anyone likes, fyi. ** Oscar B, I just saw LFdB that one time in the mid-80s in Amsterdam. They don't seem to play Paris much if at all. I was told by someone that French don't think they're sufficiently 'high brow'. (?!) Next week, Recollets, talk, schmooze, it's a done deal. ** Orestes, Hey. Gosh, well, this SPD can be awfully simple. All you have to do in send in a picture or five. Easier said than done, I know. I'm a perfectionist too, so I understand. IKEA is so universal. Wow, whoever runs that company must be so rich, yikes. Oh, your blabbering (which you weren't even doing really) is a lovely thing, fear not. My back is ... I guess it's back to normal since I haven't noticed my back in a couple of days. Vacation plans: well, Yury has his work vacation in early August, and I think we'll probably go away somewhere for part of that, but I don't know for sure. He really wants to change jobs, so he might decide to stay here and seek new employment instead. How about you? Vacation stuff on the horizon for you? 'Philosophy of the Bedroom' is pretty good. It's short, which is a bonus. But I still think one should just plunge into '120 Days' since it's the best by a significant margin, I think. ** The Dreadful Flying Glove, Oh, get well, man. Sounds like a change of seasons/weather sickness. Do you get those? I do sometimes, or often enough to kind of half-believe such an illness exists. ** Inthemostpeculiarway, Oh, you can interpret the theme of the SPD any way you like. If you don't want to pick humans, pick anything else you heart or wherever desires. Fuck any rules and have fun, basically. My day ... mm, really just more work on that non-fiction mss. That ate 90% of the day. I had coffee with my pal Kiddiepunk. I walked to the normal supermarket (Monop) and the health food store (Naturalia) and came home with two small bags of food items. I phoned my best friend and LA roommate Joel. I also talked via phone to my (and the blog's) friend Jesse Hudson. I declined an invitation to see Lars von Trier's 'Anti-Christ' because my friends Gisele and Jonathan C. said it was tiresome and irritating, and I hate von Trier's films anyway. I watched the Madonna 'Truth or Dare' movie on TV because it was already on the TV, and my eyes seemed to want to rest on it for some reason. I paid my rent. Smoked almost a pack of Camel Blue cigarettes. Uh, is that it? Maybe. Your turn, pal. ** Okay, I'm off now to look at art for a while to clear my head before I buckle down to some work. Please explore Toniok's kind and wonderful post. And, yeah, have the obvious good days, every single one of you. Bye.
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Hola Dennis!
Looks like a kind of spanish week going on the blog.
The work of Miguel Angel martin looks terrific!
Thanks a lot Toniok!
Tomorrow the "Tour de France" is comming to Barcelona and the city is collapsed, at least the weather is similar to the one you get in Paris so far... But let's be realistics summer will finally hit us.
God! I have to arrange things here in the office to celebrate Montse's birthday in Paris.
Let's see what the bosses have said about it. (I wont listen to them anyway)
Love!
P.S. Spotify rules!
xet
love!
x
Hey Dennis,
re. the school front, I have just sent in all the necessary documents to both LA City College and Columbia College Hollywood (you know, TOEFL score card, affidavits, financial statements, high school report cards etc.) I'm in touch with their international student advisors via email and they'll inform me, probably around Friday, about the arrival of the documents. From then on it won't take longer than two or so weeks for the decisions to arrive. I'm sure that all will be set by the end of the month.
I'm reading Celine in English, the Ralph Manheim translations. My French is only rudimentary and thus not good enough to read whole books. And I only read German when it's the book's original language, such as with Kafka.
To my great surprise and joy my public library has ordered "Wait Until Spring, Bandini" on my suggestion. They're finally giving Fante a place on their shelves. He's almost unknown in Germany.
I had my first driving lesson yesterday. Went quite well. I'm finally getting used to the stick shift.
I saw the dire remake of The Day The Earth Stood Still. Aside from some gorgeous murky cinematography, there's very little to recommend it. Robert Wise's original is no masterpiece but seems incredibly subtle and lowkey.
Keanu as Klaatu actually sounds like a good idea but he's opted to play alien as "thorazine wearing off."
Martin's drawings have a generous Herge'-like line.
wv domes
A Djoun At the Beach
Bruno is an almost complete bust. An exceedingly slender premise poorly thought out (Bruno comes to America to become a "celebrity")with gross-out gags galore, none of which are actually funny. Confrontations with real people like ex-presidential candidate Ron Paul are quite stupid and the climactic "gag" is a complete steal from Terry Southern's "The Magic Christian."
Thanks Toniok! Interesting stuff!
Dennis, if you get to check out the Melies that would be awesome. Only started the blog a couple of days ago - I think I'm gonna just post stuff on my interests/influences for a while, and set up another one for my own work at some point in the future. Hopefully it'll turn into a baby UbuWeb or something. So all visitors very welcome!
Today's a GOOD day. It's stopped being so damned hot. I have a new Foster Wallace - Oblivion - which is making me laugh a lot. A friend baked me a cake in the shape of an ass, for no particular reason. And best of all, I just found out the Angel Bar next to my apartment, which is basically the most tragic drag bar on the planet, has gone bust and is closing forthwith. Which means I don't have to listen to any more terrible renditions of " Don't Cry for Me Argentina" or " Somewhere Over The Rainbow" coming through my bedroom wall. Which had really really lost any kind of tragic/ironic charm it may have ever possessed the first coupla times it happened. Silence has never seemed so golden :) May your Wednesday rock...
Strep. Sick. That was my submission. Or maybe I'll try something. Very hard. Sick, so incredibly sick, blah.
Humm, I don't know about posh, there are class distinctions within the Boston accent. It might have to do with speed or timing? The Kennedy's linger on words like a drawl. I spit them out as if they are embarrassing to me, almost monosyllabically, I guess. I have had people talk about me as if I wasn't there "He is so cute, charmingly working class". Fuck em.
Toniok , that was hot. Thank you.
Funny how people ingest stuff, I found Sade to be very harmonious to my system. Brett I found difficult. It is like when someone ask you to suggest books...ummm... I have had people tell me they found Acker and Guyotat unreadable, I can't get enough. I almost got in a bitch fight with a client in a bar over the works of our dear host.
Tonoik, great day... Like Dennis, I'm only really familiar with Martin's work through the stuff he did for Whitehouse, such as the "Tokyo Halogoen" cover. He also did a few comics for the band in the early 1980's which appeared in the various "Kata" newsletters put out by the Come Organisation... many of these early comics appear to be prototypes to ones which later on appeared in "Psychopathia Sexualis", which is the only book of Martin's which I own. That one in particular is a real treat for Whitehouse fans, as not only does it take its name from a Whitehouse album (and feature many comics whose titles and content were inspired by Whitehouse material), but it also features an introduction by Peter Sotos and is translated by William Bennett (I am referring to the American edition, of course). In any event, great stuff.
Last night I read Derek McCormack's "The Show That Smells" in one sitting and it was really great... I highly recommend it.
Re: my own writing, I'm not sure what I should be working on right now. Looking for a condo will presumably eat up a lot of my free time in the coming weeks, so I'm not sure if I should just keep dabbling at short stories, dust off "Subhuman," start something totally new, etc. I really want to bring "Subhuman" back as I've gotten lots of new ideas for that project, but seeing as the narrator in it lives by himself in an apartment, I kind of want to wait until I myself am living alone in a condo and maybe see if I can work that into the book. So I may put "Subhuman" on hold until I'm settled into this hypothetical condo, though that could be a few months down the line.
Well, I'm 19 and during the school year I go to Florida State University in Tallahassee which is great except for the fact that it gets pretty cold in the wintertime. Other than that its alot of fun. Right now I'm back home in South Florida taking some summer courses at the local community college. And in my downtime (all the time) I watch films both old and new (just saw my first Bresson, Mouchette) and read books, right now I'm reading your collection, "all ears" and "the confusions of young torless" which i decided to pick up after i saw the movie, which i thought was awesome.
My main passion is film and besides working at our on campus cinema that kicks ass, I also run a small gay & lesbian film festival on campus thats approaching its second year which will be alot of fun. www.fsglff.org
I just ordered Some Boys Wander By Mistake, and it was only while I was ordering that I found that you were attached to it, very cool, I can't wait to get the book, I've been looking forward to seeing Treleaven's art in print (besides Salivation army) for so long now
xxfrank
P.S. The county library where i live, Palm Beach County, doesn't have a single book by you in it's circulation, very odd :P
Flit, I don't know about Acker but for some reason I really wasn't that crazy about Guyotat's "Eden Eden Eden." I did manage to get through it but I really had to force myself. I guess some experimental writing I can digest whereas other writers, not so much.
Thanks a lot for sharing these, T (via Dennis)!
Hey, Dennis, Hope things are good with you this AM, and the poem thing wasn't a pain. Pity about the formatting but whatever, really, I'm ok with everything right now, just happy and grateful that you ran with the idea.
I've been procrastinating with my novel redraft. I need to apply myself more, feel very lazy right now, but I've just come through quite an intense period of change so maybe I need to rest.
Anyway, the SPD day has got me thinking...
And great that you mentioned Lies/Isle on the blog. I've enjoyed reading the other pieces in there although haven't got through it all yet.
Hope your writing's going well, have a good day, you and all xp
ps really enjoyed today's post.
Hello Dennis.
Thanks for your kind and wonderful words. And congratulations on your success in London. Did you finally see the video which I sent you? Take care pal.
Thanks to the people.
I found out that the record store clerk is straight. Oh well. I'm still glad I ventured out and investigated.
Have you heard the Swedish black metal band Woods of Infinity? They have a folk influence and are more melodic than most of the genre, but they're also very heavy at times. They also use many samples of non-musical sounds like train whistles and babies crying.
I'm seeing ANTICHRIST tomorrow. My hopes are low, but I'm curious.
Whats up with me? I'm not so sure. My novels' finished. So I'm just trying to find stuff to do with myself. You can read it now if you want. Shall I send it to you? post or e-mail?
I guess I should get a job maybe? at least until September when I start school again. I dont know. Mostly I'm just sitting around drawing a bunch of stuff that I wanna get tattoo'd as soon as I have money again.
With all my free time I should really be hanging out with friends more and having fun. The problem is I've gotten into this really positive habit of going to bed at 11 and waking up at 9...which my friends don't do.
So there's nothing much going on, I have big plans about what I'm going to do over the next three years at art school, but I cant get started without acess to equipment, and to be honest I'm not sure I want to. I might just watch movies and T.V. until september. I wish I could travel and go see one of your and Giselle's productions. Alas...
Oh and I would be over the moon is you decided to post Strange Landscape by installments. I would send you videogames and stuff my mail in return...
Yes I saw your FB Bday wishes. Thank you, it was sweet and made me happy. I worked and then Tracey took me out to a fancy French meal. It was amazing. That is all. I try keep the birthdays on the downlow. I especially didn't feel like celebrating after last week. I went to a Giants game today and they were blanked by the Marlins 7-0. Way to get back to reality.
Ooh and Kier, Math and Sypha - Thanks for the birthday wishes!
This day is brilliant toniok. Im gonna have to investigate Miguel Angel Martin further. There must be somewhere in London that stocks his stuff right? You'd of thunk so.
Im back to work tomorrow after a week and a half off. Boo. Still i need the money i guess and anyways ive been making serious inroads with this section ive been working on.It's got a lot of tricky dialogue and i want it to be funny. To forefrunt the laughter so that the more oblique 'action' can happen in the periphery.
I can really see what im doing start to take shape. The structure is beginning to coalesce and dictate specific shapes for the writing to engage with.
I've not really felt this way about it before. Touch wood im not deluding myself!!
bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
times up.
Jose, you finished your novel!!!! Holy shit, who you gonna send it to? Get it published mofo.
right my week from....5pm tomorrow will suck but i hope you all have a great weekend and stuff
xx
Nice work on todays post. i really like it and i will search for more!
Thanks Toniok.
Dennis, i did a little internet surfing and research on Black Metal and White supremacy etc... interesting, sometimes funny, sometimes terrible. I noticed that i forgot a lot of names and bands...
I read a lot about the Satans murder from Sondershausen and Henrik Möbus and his band Absurd.
Beside that I`am packing books and everything in cartons... One more week.
hi dennis, i was expecting a good time from the mbv 3D too, so i was disappointed. maybe i should try to get to paris when it gets colder, that would be pretty brilliant. i've been catching up on true blood since i've been home, and dennis you need to see this show. i think it's just your alley.
toniok, i've only had a moment with your miguel angel martin day, but so far it's fucking amazing. i'm gonna be hunting down some of his work really soon. thanks so much.
blendin, i'm good brendan, thank you. i'm happy to get to travel a bit, it's really been a while. how are you doing? i'm like you with birthdays, but i hope yours was good, sounds like it.
the SPD sounds great by the way, i'm definitely gonna try to get that done and send it in early!
jose, you finished your novel? congrats! yeah, you have to get that published, i'm already in line to read it.
Dennis, Thought of you when I found this gallery of Bresson film posters.
I'm doing well, just passed my half-way through my month off of work. Have a second interview at a job which could be a good interum (sp) gig. Found out that the band I'm playing with in Saalfelden is sharing a bill with Vijay Iyer (do you know him, interesting new jazz piano player) and Ornette. Exciting triple bill, listening to a lot of old me - rather happily surprised - most of it holds up and some I like a real lot. Things are rather great.
Hope I'm not pushing to hard and quick on Them, just got excited.
Hope you're enjoying a little bit of down time(?), not that you ever seem to slow down. Reading Michael Peppiatt's bio of Bacon, good to be reading about fags (a relief, really) after 2666.
Lot's of lipstick, sex and alcohol.
best,
Chris
hey Dennis. yea i remember the first objects of desire day really vividly, this place is pretty fuckin vivid in general, you know? i bet you-x remembers a lot of that day too. you didn't pick an/y object/s of desire the first go-round, you should this time. uh, i actually don't remember making fun of you for using the word 'confab'. wtf is a confab? oh, and the guy who founded Ikea is the world's 5th richest person.
Paul Curran and Rigby thank you! xx
Blendin oh, sorry i misinterpreted your circumstances the other day. i'm about to mail you.
Flit can i model for you? if so email me, it's in my profile
love, math+
oh, and Toniok it goes without saying the day is incredible, thank you so much. i don't know how i managed to leave that out of my first comment. x.
I got home in time to see just the last 20 minutes of Top Chef Masters, which I'm totally addicted, but it was a double whammy tonight: for David E., it featured a dinner hosted by the lovely Neil Patrick Harris and the somewhat lovelier David Burtka; and for Dennis--they hosted it at the Magic Castle.
A few weeks ago I started a novel that was supposed to have revolved heavily around black metal, but after actually listening to a lot of it I kind of lost interest in it fast, especially when I realized that in the case of many of those black/death/doom metal bands, that the band names, album covers, song title and lyrics were much more interesting than the actual music itself. And the themes so many of these bands play with are utterly tedious: Satan, maggots, war, gloom, rotting bodies, etc. Yawn. Slayer did it so much better years ago as it is. Oh well, I still like Xasthur and Leviathan though.
SYpHA, I can understand an aversion to Guyotat, 'Eden Eden Eden' is a extremely violent book and I don't mean the subject matter... the rhythm is like machine gun fire. I really get off on rhythm ... umm.... that sounds weird....
I use to make Super 8 films. I thought of it as composing music. I would do these one frame edits, that would drive people and projectors crazy. Oh well, you cant find or develop Super 8 film anymore.
Umm... did I just go off on a tangent? It made sense to me, sorry M8.
I was talking to my friend Eger about actually moving to Providence; is that near you?
toniok, I think what I like best about this fella's work is that it seems not to take itself too seriously. There's something very tongue-in-cheek about it to me. Which pretty much gives it another layer of meaning. Plus, it's fun and funny. Thanks for the intro.
Dennis, Well, we're just in the very early pre-planning stages of this masterwork of mindblowing theater...hehe. Seriously, though, we talked about doing it somewhere down the line, in the future, as we both have things we're doing now. But we're letting ideas germinate, and things like yesterday's post are very helpful, if only to show us the possibilities that exist.
Yes, Michael's just taking a nap. Fine with me, that interpretation. Kinda better than everyone else's really...
Ah, so I went and quit smoking Monday. No big deal. I can start and stop anytime I like. No withdrawals or anything like that. Probably cuz I've got so many other fucking meds going thru my system to tide me over. But I guess if I don't want my heart exploding too soon, this is a good thing, right?
I have noticed that I've been muchin' sweets a little more than I had been. And drinking more coffee. Obviously, that's compensating for the lack of nicotine. But I've got to lose more weight, so the sweets have got to stop...but not just yet...hehe.
SPD. Hmm. Wonder who I'll pick? And who's gonna be ballsy enough to put up a pic of a friend or acquaintance or co-worker or whatever who doesn't know that he or she is thought of in such a way by said SPD participant? And will any married people here being submitting pics of their wives'/husbands' best friends?
And Dennis, are you participating too? In the SPD, that is?
Flit, I just found "Eden" to be very numbing... and not that sexy... I liked some aspects of it, but it wasn't what I expected it to be. Not really sure what I was expecting to be honest! Maybe I would have liked it better as a short story. It's weird, I read the book a little over a year ago and I can barely remember a single thing about it.
Um, I live about maybe 15-20 minutes away from Providence.
I am gonna look out for this miguel angel martin stuff! looks cool.
Jerk looks great, from the recently-posted excerpt on Youtube…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZh5p6Hkk78&feature=player_embedded
If you haven’t had your fill of doll-butchery after that, I put some Barbie and Ken dolls into a live microwave, then photographed the results here:
http://mwp.jaycloidt.com/MPIMAGES2006/MBarbieCS02.jpg
Sorry, here's an untruncated link:
BARBIEQUE
hey dennis-
i just saw finally saw milk and it got me thinking about stuff. last night after my radio show i was hyped up and stopped and had a few whiskeys on my way home. as i was walking home some guy was yelling at me from across the street. i walked over and he said he was having a panic attack and just needed help for a spell, so i walked him home and made him comfortable on my porch. he was very coherent but the story he told had something to do with his boyfriend dying of cancer and him being excluded by the family during the final process, he said that's when his attacks started. he got calm enough and i got him a cab home. it made me think here is just the tip of the iceburg, a functional person who is borderline losing it, and because some greedy billionaires are economy is tanking and mental health services are being slashed. so i just wanted to thank you for hipping me to what anarchy truly means, and that means supporting people, such as all the inspiration you provide. i truly thank you.
-wr
(i posted this to yesterday's comments first by mistake)
Dennis,
Sorry this is so fucking long.
Do you think I should quit the TV and Internet (as in Digg, television forums/movie news, etc)?
I’m from a huge TV family: it’s on all the time, dinner included, and our conversations center on television (and what to eat) because it’s relatively neutral. As a family (or in separate rooms only to discuss later), we've watched some great shows like SIX FEET UNDER (my favorite show EVER) and THE SOPRANOS, but we've also seen a gillion reruns of shit like EVERYBODY LOVES RAYMOND. Then my parents both got laptops. They literally spend evenings sitting with their laptops in their parallel arm chairs centered opposite of the TV. I almost took a picture, it's so symmetrical and sad.
Anyway, I could blame my upbringing for my sedentary, media-obsessed lifestyle, and I do see maybe an essay about it, in the far future, but I have to be responsible for the tons of garbage I watch alone. Like every fucking program on Bravo. Depressing confession: I've watched all four versions of REAL HOUSEWIVES. I just think bitches starting shit is hilarious. (For similar reasons I watch THE VIEW. And then the pathetic number of programs I follow: yes, TRUE BLOOD and WEEDS, but also GREY'S ANATOMY and DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, etc. I know this makes me an outcast since most people here are more classy. I can justify some of it as being interested in the pacing of serial dramas, how they fit in story arcs and how you can make predictions based on the number of episodes a guest actor appears in, not to mention cliffhangers, and my beloved, emotionally manipulative montages to a pop song. But mostly it's just something to distract me from my life, and since I don't have much of one, it's to distract me from my “feelings.”
I do have an interest in being a showrunner for HBO... like if someone offered me any job in the world, it's what I would take (maybe tied with being an editor, but I think being an editor might depress me more, seeing all the writers who can finish things). At least half the fun of watching all this crap is thinking that I could do it better and imagining how. But I spend so much time on it, and on entertainment sites and forums. TELEVISION WITHOUT PITY is my crack.
Now that I've typed this out (I guess this should have been a blog entry instead of a PS address), the answer seems obvious, turn off the TV and get back to writing.
(Socializing except on a limited basis feels out of the question lately; I went to a party a few days ago and made it 45 minutes before I was crippled with anxiety and hid in my friend's car.)
But everytime I think about writing I feel too mentally tired and scared. There's that cliche feeling of "everything's already been done before, and better." Worse though, I've been writing stories since 3rd grade and never finished anything longer than ~15,000 words, and I’m no prolific short story writer, either, not even close. The only way I've gotten anything done lately is by having to turn something into workshop, but I had my final one this last semester.
I really admire people like you and all great artists who put so much of themselves and their "issues" into art. I often feel kind of removed from myself when I write; even when I attempt a personal story like "Waste Management," it's still got a degree of separation from whatever's going on that sort of stilts it. It's hard to explain but it's there; like even though you use characters and plots I still feel a "life" to your writing (or to David Lynch movies) that seems absent when I write something because, especially after the initial burst, I get so caught up in fear and figuring out how to resolve the story that I can never resolve it. I worry about writing sooo much more than I actually do it. I figure some of that is normal, but I'm not getting any work done and I want to. Dennis, be my savior, is I guess what I'm saying, as usual in all my communications to you. I'm going to watch THE COLBERT REPORT now.
Thanks Toniok, I know this guy especially for those little toys, they seem to be quite popular here in London. There's a shop I don't remember the name of near Covent Garden that specializes on rubber and plastic toys/ action figures/ characters. It's nice, but I'm not so much into that kind of stuff, so I've only bought a couple of books there. ( "Where the wild things are" being one)
I love the Snuff series.
Dennis, have you ever seen this film called " Faces of Death"? The one that was said to be a snuff film but then in fact as it very often happens was mainly fake?
I watched it a few nights ago on internet. It's, err, pretty strong. The real bits are real because they are of the documentary type so, not much surprise.
But you've probably seen it, no?
Just a quick hello, Dennis.
I'm pretty tired these days. We aren't having much sleep due to a crying baby in the building. God, we hate him! He starts screaming every single night and nobody seems to care. At least this week's not as hot as last one, as Xet already told you.
How's your writing going? And your back?
Toniok,
I knew Miguel Ángel Martín's comics very briefly but last winter I saw him on a round table that was held here in Barcelona about writing and drugs. He seemed to me the most interesting "lecturer" there, so thanks for doing this day and letting us explore his work.
Love,
M.
hey dennis,
again, so great to see you, however briefly, last week. 'jerk' was so terrific, seeing it twice really did forefront the extent to which jonathan is involved in the character, something beyond performance (or i guess just true performance, probably).
the word i was looking for to describe the friday was 'uncomfortable', it felt like there was this collective lack of comfort in the audience compared to wednesday's show which was powerful and wildly, daaaaarkly enjoyable. i spoke to jonathan for a quick bit on the friday, he definitely agreed with the 'uncomfortable' conclusion, i think he was in the mood to disturb that night, it seemed.
re: getting you this copy of 'four nights of a dreamer' - i'll have space on the disc (it'll be an .avi, if you watch movies on the computer?) for a couple others. i've got sitting here on the laptop just now a beautiful copy of 'successive slidings of pleasure' as well as a vhs rip of 'the blue villa', if you don't have those? or 'le pont des arts', a pretty remarkable movie by eugene greene (the new bresson apparently, i don't see that so much). Or i could chuck on the dvd rip of 'a gentle woman'. also got the academy-ratio 'paranoid park' as opposed to the 1.85:1 that got released on dvd most places. uhhhhh, i guess maybe that's it that you'd maybe be into, unless you want a lucky dip? i have 'stranded in canton', eggleston's film, pretty fun to watch.
oh, and where do i send it?
OH, and actual important question - who do i contact for press pictures from 'jerk' for the Fanzine piece i'm doing?
kay, that's a few paragraphs there. recent listening? mine's been new sunset rubdown, the grass widow album, hecker, nodzzz, new kid606, david pajo's acoustic misfits covers lp.
x
Dennis, hey sorry for my silence, er absence. Panda?, October, Kyte and me took a little road trip. Total bummer about not getting to the JapanExpo. Thanks a lot for fishing out my book and taking another look if you got around to it. Yeah any comments would be appreciated. I hope you liked the two old Ovmujyo albums. I'm trying to get the first Aiko Planetarium album before I leave for Washington in a few days. I turn 26 tomorrow, what the fuck?! Your day sounded full to the brim, and I liked how you wrote about it. Is a pack of smoking more than usual for you? If so, is it from the mss.? I've been smoking a lot more these past months (and drinking a lot more too), mostly from heartache I guess. That La Fura dels Baus Day blew my mind. Really had me feeling uncomfortable or maybe it was just killer awe. I get all stressed trying to do my own little thing and then get reminded of the amazing stuff out there and wonder why I'm even worried.
Paul Curran, thanks a lot.
Math T., Maybe it's just my exhaustion but actually I don't really remember the first SPD objects of desire day other than I remember there being one. Could you refresh my memory please about it? I mean I'm charmed like hell that you think I'd remember but at the moment all I can think for my own submission was maybe Faye Wong, or my old high school crush Shin...? Also, wanted to tell you I got a kick out of your Slideshow Day. Your photos are great.
Kier, congrats on 'Voidoid'! You're such an inspiration. So many beer cans too. And I fucking love your drawings.
Toniok, what an awesome Day! I hadn't thought of Miguel Angel Martin's work in ages. Such a wonderful treat. What a totally awesome Day you put together here, looks like a lot of work went into it, either way thanks from this corner.
Winter Rates, right on man.
Oh dear, it's the hottest day of the summer till now and I'm hungover...
Cool for the SPD, I thought eveything should be accompanied by some text, and it generally would be nice, but OK, at least i won't have to sweat about it. But I can also send some text with the pics, just in case, you know, I write something, hehe...
Your perfectionism obviously works. It sucks being a perfectionist who can't produce anything even close to perfection, lols
My summer plans include nothing much: a visit to Athens for the NIN concert (i'm thrilled) and then off to an island for about a week for some fun in the sun and all that. No matter what you and Yury decide to do i hope you have a great time. Oh, about your visit to Greece: you're right about Athens, it's an ugly town, thank God I don't live there. Though you should check those Greek isles again with Yury ...Listen to me, advertising the greek attractions, heh...
Yeah, whoever owns IKEA must be iinsanely rich. The good thing is it was rather easy to assemble the chairs.Plus, the boy who delivered them to my house was soooo cute. So extra bonus to IKEA for having cute delivery guys, heh...
I got to go now, the hangover is making everything on and inside me very uncooperative-especially anything that has to do with thought process.
many kisses to you and Yury
Flit, I almost get in a bitch fight with my sister and friends over the works of our dear host almost
every time I mention our dear host or his works. It's fun.
*hugs*
you-x/joseph, i'll say it again tomorrow if i don't forget, but happy early birthday man!
orestes, jensen ackles doesn't do anything for me unfortunately. and every time i watch him he makes me feel like i'm watching an episode of days of our lives, so he wasn't any help to me.
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