Saturday, June 27, 2009
p.s. Hey. Thanks to the multi-talented artist and distinguished local The Dreadful Flying Glove, your thoughtfully raucous weekend is now in place, and all that's required to complete the happy coupling of here and you is an aplomb of which you have long since proved yourselves highly capable. My gratitude extends both to our guest host and to all of you out there who will take full advantage of his wonderfully tall offering and then leave your comments accordingly. Otherwise, here's one more reminder about tonight's and tomorrow's blog-tangential events starring d.l.s Kier and Stephen Boyer in NYC and SF respectively. More info at the top of yesterday's p.s. What else ... oh, there'll be one more blog disruption coming up, this time having nothing to do with my aching back but rather with the apparently vast lack of internet access I'll have while I'm in London for the 'Jerk' shows. Consequently, the blog will be taking a three day vacation next week. After the post on Tuesday the 30th, this place will stand still on July 1st, 2nd, and 3rd before returning to full operations again on Saturday, July 4th. I tried my best to get around this problem, but, given the old fashioned lodging set up provided by my London hosts, I'm probably not going to be able to even check my email for those three days much less hit the blog's Publish button. But, after that short break, the blog should be back to running smoothly and continually again. So there's an advance notice. This weekend I'm mostly going to try to continue my physical recovery and write some novel pages if I can and wander about Paris as thoroughly as possible. And you? ** Heliotrope, Aw, thanks, Mark. Gosh, I hope today's TDFG Special doesn't torture your computer. I know you'll love it if it'll have you. ** Kiddiepunk, Yeah, we don't mess around, boy. Of course the piece isn't nearly as polished up as the photos probably suggest, but, yeah, we managed to do a pretty solid 45 minute public performance of what we did make after only four days of working in that space, so no complaints. So very, very cool that you did that show with Marcus, and I so hope you guys get to make that record before you split. Yeah, we'll both be making international arrivals in Paris on the same day. Early afternoon for me. When will you hit the big iron gates of the Recollets? ** David Ehrenstein, Oh, I have no doubt the MJ story is going to be unraveling and raveling in a decent portion of our eyes and ears whether we welcome it or not for as long as we both shall live. It should be something of a laborious page turner at least. ** Tonyoneill, Hey, pal. I have that Jordy Chandler book albeit very lost somewhere in the jumble that passes for furnishings in my LA pad. Yeah, the late and great Amok store on Vermont sold it for a while, and that's where I scored it too. It sure would be a great time to unload that thing on eBay, damn. ** Tomkendall, Good to see you, man, but condolences about the rent and money crap. Even in theory, and even when the money problems aren't even mine, the mere idea gives me a nervous breakdown. (That sound you hear would be me cracking my knuckles if I cracked my knuckles.) Yeah, that's the new performer, the one I lobbied for relentlessly, and he's as fantastic in the piece as I had hoped, and a lovely, fascinating guy as well. Hm, that weird comment you got on your story was weirdly complex and, although full of shit, no doubt, kind of a nice little read. ** Bernard Welt, One of my Facebook friends' status updates yesterday, which were renewed every ten or so seconds for most of the day, were a high speed string of RIPs for celebrities both living and long dead. It was a lustrous use of the form, I thought. ** Statictick, Part of it was because Gisele and I are workaholic types, and part of it was because we had a deadline and needed to be out of there in four days. Fire lit under ass stuff. Dude, I hope the docs got things sorted out. That foot thing has been lingering way too long. And I hope your screams woke the dead if they were dead. ** Stan_cz, Oh sure, as Bernard more colorfully put it, students in the US change schools all the time. No big deal. I'm not sure if it's harder to do that when you're in the US on a student visa. You should check with the visa experts about that. ** Pisycaca, Mm, I guess if my back doesn't heal right on its own, I'll see another osteopath, but I'm hoping it'll slowly fix itself now with my -- and certain medications' -- help. I think if I were younger, the MJ thing would hit me more emotionally. But I was in my 20s when his big records came out, and I was into a very different kind of music, so my reaction to all those hits at the time was more on the order of thinking how well crafted and smartly produced they were, and the whole MJ/King of Pop stuff was more a ubiquitous and interesting pop culture phenomenon to me than something that went to my heart. But people's caring is totally understandable. When John Lennon was killed, the fallout was pretty similar to what's going on now, and I really felt that death in the way people are feeling this one. ** Daniel Portland, Hi, Daniel! It was really getting to meet you too, and it's nice to 'see' you here. Oh, Renoir is really in top form these days, so kudos. Let me pass along your query. Everyone, in the words of Daniel: ' ... also wanted to publicly mention here that the l magazine is seeking submissions for a new new york-based poets section and submissions can be sent to poetry@thelmagazine.com'. What's the zine festival? Any info that I could pass along to the folks here? Thanks a lot, Daniel, and take care. ** JoeM, I wish the holograms looked as convincing in real life as they did in the photos. But we're getting it figured out, I think. Elie's performing at the Avignon Festival next month if you need a fix, but I don't know if he'll be naked. He usually is. Very true about the richness of MJ's weirdness compared to the usual drug problem beset celebs. Still, we can be assured a huge volume of previously unrevealed MJ weirdness will be unfolding for years, with or without him. ** Bill, Ha ha, yeah, I managed to hold my camera strangely still considering I was quite the hobbling, groaning cameraman. Yikes but cool too about the scrutiny of your gig. Does stress not take your game up a notch? On the Recollets, it's fairly simple. You just need to describe a project you're working on or intend to begin that would require you to be in Paris for some reason. It's just that and the usual CV, links, materials or whatever that proves you're an artist. And if you did apply, I think I could help a lot on my end with a recommendation. It's not that competitive here, and they love having interesting artists come -- they've started a new program of trying to seek artists out because the place tends to be full of scholars, and they'd prefer more artists. It's mostly a matter of you being able to pay the rent or have an organization that will pay it. It's not cheap, but for Paris and for its location in Paris, comparatively, the rent is a very good deal. ** Alan, Yeah, Burroughs' understanding of my work really surprised me too and of course pleased me no end. It took years for critics and so on to stop calling me 'the new Burroughs', a comparison I always thought was super lazy since, admiring Burroughs' early-mid work as I certainly do, I don't feel there's much of a real connection between his work and mine, and I never really thought of Burroughs as someone who paid much attention to the work of writers who weren't in his immediate circle of either peers or blatant devotees. So, yeah. Hey, how's the novel going? Has that breakthrough you mentioned been panning out? ** Math t, Very awesome about the time off and festivities and, slurp, LSD, and give Kier and even Richard a hug for me tonight. I'll try to be there via pretend telekinesis. ** Wolf, Oh, your drooling is most welcome, trust me. The forest's location vibe will probably change from show to show because, apart from a few main trees that we'll be transporting around, the forest will be made from the stuff of the indigenous trees of whatever place the piece is being performed. That sketch set wasn't so indicative since we just threw what we could together, including a couple of stupid looking Xmas trees, basically because we had few options. 99 paintings/drawings, wow! If you weren't dried out after that, I'd almost start worrying about you, ha ha. The back is better enough that I should be mostly normal by the time of the 'Jerk' shows apart from maybe being a little stiff and achey. ** Flit, Such a poignant tale of you and your luggage cart and the balloon animal-responsive wide, moist eyes. I'm a little misty just reading that. ** Pascal, Family stuff, the dysfunctional, dealing and healing ... I hear you with a knowing, sympathetic nod in tow. So are you to be in Dublin for a while? I've never been there. I wish. I've only been to Cork once briefly as far as Ireland goes. One of these days I'm sure I'll figure out a way to like Joni Mitchell. The way, or rather the style in which, she emotes is hard for me. There's something very oppositional about her thing for me. A matter of two temperaments clashing, I guess. There's a joke about her in 'Jerk', but it's kind of neutral rather than critical. Anyway, blah blah, have fun. I'll get to meet you next week, won't I? ** Nick Hudson, The fake trees on that sketch set were default props. The plan is for the finished forest stage to be entirely made of the real, except for maybe a fake log that may be used to brutally bash in one of the performer's heads at one point. Yeah, that's the Avignon piece. Excellent about the stopping of the drinking. I mean, I'm speaking as someone whose drinking habits involve half a beer or half a glass of wine every six months or so. Clear-headedness is the trippiest, coolest thing going. That's my current life policy. So that's great news. Plus, the lack hasn't seemed to have harmed your dreams. ** Mark, Hey. Most of the trees on the sketch set were real. All of the trees in the real set will be real. I love your idea for that gallery installation. You should do it somehow. It sounds very complexly pretty and more. Now you've made me need to go back and look at that penis flag. You're evil, ha ha. ** Michael_Karo, Yeah, I saw the pix and stuff of your poor cat. I can't believe he and his portraits haven't lured Atheist back in here yet. Very nice toilet photo (scroll down). The photo definitely transcends the source while maintaining its edge. I did have an initial if not thorough enough look at your very beautiful book, but not the long look that remains in its cards. Hm, now I have another something to do this weekend, cool. Thank you, sir. ** The Dreadful Flying Glove, First, thank you for taking over. I'm so very obliged. What a fantastic shambles that Liberation Music Orchestra sounds to have been. Pocket trumpet, wow. That alone. I have been lucky enough to see Charlie Haden play a few times back in LA. Wonderful, the playing and the him-ing too. I miss my futon. ** Uli, Hey, Uli! Wow, it's so very good to see you! I mean, how have you been, what have you been doing, etc., etc.? That Gelbart video on your blog is insane. Yeah, if you have a little time on your hands, do tell me how and what you're doing please? Take care. ** Blendin, Oh, New American Paintings ... you know, I think I've only ever leafed through an issue or two of that magazine, so I don't know what to think of it. I liked what I saw of it, I think. I hope you get in. I guess just keep in mind the bureaucratical in-group crap involved in every art magazine decision in the world just in case. You have a great weekend too. ** Ken Baumann, Thanks a lot about the photos. Yeah, I think we have the makings of something strong, and luckily we have a year ahead to get it right. From my experience, I'm thoroughly blown away by the community of really, really talented writers that you've got going on there. I can't tell you how exciting it is to be discovering all of your work, which so far has just been non-stop so impressive and inspiring, and, with the online component of your writer gang, it's just fantastic to be able to experience both the work and the community itself happening and growing. I really haven't felt this jazzed about new American fiction in a very, very long time. It feels like a total renaissance to me, and I feel really grateful to be in range of the wave and be receiving all the gifts. I'm just a happy audience member feeling a real comradeship, but it even makes me feel kind of sentimental too. Fucking amazing! Mm, on the mood swing thing, I get these bouts of melancholy mostly that I don't really understand and whose source I can't really pinpoint. One came on in Belfort suddenly, and I'm in it now. I guess it's like a feeling of being really alone and outside even in relationship to my close friends. I don't know if that's like what you're talking about. It's a strange thing, and then it just passes, poof, again for no reason. Great to know you're on the cusp of getting into the work on 'Unguentine'. That's exciting, and I hope the conversation with the producer is mostly or ultimately positive and propulsive. And congrats on writing a new story you like. Is a collection of stories by you a future possibility, you think? ** Winter Rates, Thanks, man. Well, the process on the theater piece has gone something like this: Maybe eight months ago, Gisele started telling me her ideas, which were pretty basic at that point. She wanted the piece to be about a failed or rather failing gymnast, and she wanted Margret to play that role, and she wanted there to be hologram characters whose texts or songs would be very poetic and even kind of archaic, and other stuff. We kept meeting and exchanging ideas and developing the idea of the piece from then on, and it went through a big evolution -- for instance, the auditions for the replacement performer for 'Kindertotenlieder' introduced us to Jonathan Schatz, and from the first minute I saw his work, I wanted him to be in our new piece very badly, and so we created a whole new character and narrative for him, and that changed our original plans radically -- until we finally kind of agreed on a rough structure and narrative about two months ago. Then I sat down and wrote a number of possible texts for the piece, and Gisele liked them, which got us to the point where I could write out the script and structure of the piece, which I did a few weeks ago. We took that to Belfort and used it as a starting point, and, so far, we've stuck to the script I wrote, although with the holography stuff proving to be much more tricky than we'd thought, the whole center of the piece will need to be revised. I had five monologues written for that part, and we're down to three at the moment, and we might cut back further. And, like, we decided we needed a stronger ending while we were in Belfort, so I wrote a new part on the spot which has created three new characters, although they might end up just being the voices of invisible characters. Stuff like that. I would imagine that the piece will be evolving a lot and continually over the year ahead, at least in small ways, and Stephen O'Malley has only just started writing the score, and his score could cause us to change the piece to suit his work. It's pretty organic. But that's a long answer to your question. Anyway, that's the idea. The Sir Richard Bishop show should be pretty great. Pass along a report when the time comes. ** Trinie, Speaking of screaming, ha ha. The sharp pain thing really sucked. A few times I fell over and collapsed on the ground in extreme agony. Whoa. You were just in Joshua Tree w/Stanya. Joel was just in Joshua Tree too. I guess you guys didn't cross paths? So you might end up living in Taos for a while? That's an interesting development. Definitely would be good for the work dedication as long as you guys were happy otherwise. I'll go check your road trip photos. Man, I could so use a nice road trip right about now. In the US, I mean. In the West/Southwest in particular. Sigh. You're the best, T. Love you, and lots of love to Matt. ** JW Veldhoen, If Saxon was in a cult, it was a pretty soft-edged hippie love-love-love cult, and he wasn't when he was making his great Seeds stuff. Kip Winger is still alive as of this second in time if you want to call that living. ** Amccartney, Hey, Alistair. No, no acupuncture, yet anyway. Just the somewhat miraculous seeming osteopath stuff so far. We'll see, though. It ain't over yet. My pleasure and honor on the POL thing. Just hope it helps somehow. So now you get some writing time of your own for a while, I hope? ** Creative Massacre, Happy birthday! Awesome. How are you spending or did you spend it if you're reading late in the day? Did you have a birthday cake? What kind, if so? (I love birthday cakes almost as much as I love wedding cakes). Yeah, I really hope you have a great, great day, my friend. Lots of love to you. ** Steevee, That's interesting about Twitter. Very curious. The behavior seems so sheep-like. ** Misanthrope, I got sidetracked yesterday for too many hours reading the message boards attached to the MJ death news stories. It interested me at the time that there was no middle ground. There were the people declaring him a pure saint and genius, and there were the people popping cyber champagne bottles because the children of the world are now safe from his perverted longings. Nothing in between. It isn't that interesting, but looking in vain for people whose opinions fell into a gray area kept me busy for some reason. 'Off the Wall' is a really good album. ** Rigby, Needles, yeah, maybe, I hope not, but, yeah, it might be the right time to get into that. The Parisian MJ bereaved people who numbered in the high four figures gathered in front of Notre Dame yesterday in MJ costumes doing the moonwalk and singing the hits and stuff. That was kind of honestly touching, I have to admit. I like how sadness regarding a single thing unifies people for a little while. That's the part that gets to me. That's what makes me mist up. I don't know why. ** Inthemostpeculiarway, I like trains. Traveling by train is really nice, at least in Europe and as long as the train stops once in a while so I can leap outside and smoke a cigarette. Okay, I'll go look for 'The Graveyard Book' today maybe even. I need to walk, the doc says, and the store where it's sold is a good forty minute walk from my place as well as being quite likely the greatest bookstore in the entire world: Un regard moderne. Yeah, I know those loneliness feelings. That's what I was kind of talking about to Ken up above. My day so far has consisted of doing this p.s., drinking coffee, a few cigarettes, about fifteen minutes of work on my novel, six emails, checking Facebook, eating a piece of cheese wrapped in a tortilla ... that's it. Yeah, I get mentioned in Araki's 'Totally Fucked up.' That was nice of Gregg. Actually, every once in a while someone tells me they found my work only because of that bit of dialogue in 'TFU'. I almost did a cameo as a psychiatrist in 'The Living End', but I forget why I didn't. ** SYpHA_69, Gosh, why not write a romance novel? I think that would be really interesting. I guess the key will be whether it holds your interest long enough to write a whole novel. I say go for it. Fuck literary concerns. The literature will be there because it's yours. ** NB, Oh, that's so nice, N. Wonderful. Sounds very promising what with the existing mutual interest and shyness about the interest and all that stuff. I like the sound of this. This sounds really good, man. Digging the goofy smile. Take a picture. I mean at least of your goofy smile if not of him. I think someone around here is going to have a good weekend. ** Panda?, Hey. Dude, the album is so fucking good. I mean, the earlier work you've done was terrific, but this album is really a significant advance, I think. In the songs, the constructions, the textures, the lyrics ... Really, really good. I had the album looping yesterday, and my favorites so far are 'Maples' -- the first single, right? You should do a video for that one. If I were your exec, that'd be the single -- 'Light Diving', which is just gorgeous, and I love the ending with the repeated lyric, really strong -- 'Can't Write', very sad and smart and the sonics are beautiful -- 'Dream Collective', love the use of electronics, really interesting, drifty and deep and complicated -- and 'Fields of Alice', which is such a good closing track 'cos it's kind of small but very epic, catchy and strange, again with really good words, and such an interesting development. Yeah, I really love the album a whole lot. Really amazing, man. I'm dazzled and really proud of you as a friend too. Even though it would be hard, I guess, what do you think about playing live? Is that something you'd want to do? I kept wondering if that wouldn't be really interesting and work really well if you could suss out how to perform that material on a stage. Great, just great. Oh, and I glanced at the post you sent, and it's just terrific, don't worry. I'm pleased as punch. Yeah, the album ... you're doing such strong work, Matt. It's just a thrill be a witness to it. ** Put The Lotion In The Basket, Hey, Nick. Yeah, the feet thing has helped, thanks a lot. I continue to be on the upswing without stopping so far. So you'll be heading off to Spain just as I head into London. Drat. But there'll be other mutually agreeable places and times. I'm really glad you're going to get a break, and I'll be so incredibly looking forward to seeing how the time away effects your work. Have a blast of a weekend, okay? ** Armando, Seeing films is a good way to spend a summer. I should do that. I don't have 'The Greatest'. I've only heard random tracks and none of them stick in my memory as being better than the others. I should just go ahead and download it, and I will. What are your favorites? It would be interesting to know now before I dive in. ** David, Thanks about the forest. I'll happily take the 'Throne of Blood' resemblance, of course. I have a deep fondness and respect for Laura Nyro, especially the 'New York Tendaberry' album. I saw her play a number of times back in the early 70s, and it makes me sad that she's so overlooked and mostly forgotten at the moment. I always had trouble with Joni Mitchell's emotional makeup and delivery, but never with Laura Nyro, who still makes me feel shaky and kind of awestruck. ** Right, once again, have very fine weekends, give it all up for the screaming festivities of The Dreadful Flying Glove, and I'll see you guys on Monday.
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Mrci Monsiuer Glove! The nanosecond I saw the today's title I thought "Gee I hope he mentions Patty Waters." AND YOU DID!
Odd to think of Laura Nyro ever being forgotten, Dennis. But we live in a disposable society. She went so all the way into pretentiousness that she came out the other side. She sounds completely unpretentious to me now.
Dennis,yesterday's photos are amazing! I love the way the holograms look, even though it's probably not the final version.
There was a big moonwalk meeting near Liverpool Street Station yesterday, and I wanted to film it, but unfortunately I got there late...
I've never been much into collective fan things, I've always been more of an individual fan, but I think that the energy produced by hundreds of fans gathered together is just great.
I still haven't made my mind up about what to do for the final show...I thought I was pretty sure about what I wanted, but then every time I opt for one possibility it always seems that there is something missing. Also, as my work is going to be about fandom and idols,but also about death, I think that MJ's death and what has followed ( the aforementioned fans meetings, for example, and the fact that I myself was a big fan) is something that could affect what I do.
This of course does not mean that I'm gonna make a work about him or anything, but the elements idol/death/fan/reality/fiction are all there.
Ok, have a good weekend!
A screm The Glove forgot!
Dreadful Flying Glove: Love this stuff. And it relates, in some sort of strange trajectory, to what I have done recently: scream at the audience.
Here's the report I gave to Misanthrope about my reading last night. Super cute street poet and neighbor, Tony, started this out; I tried to follow suit.
George.
Ok, here's the reading... Brandon basically carries me up to the stage because I can't walk. We do it without film background this time.
Blonde, Italian Tony starts by standing and screaming 'FUCK YOU ALL,' which I thought was a nice touch. Then he does his street-beat stuff for about five minutes, then throws the mic down on me - I mean on my head so I have to be suave and catch the fucking thing, which I did. So, I'm screeching out improv shit, and Tony's looking amazed at me because he's used to my more 'composed' stuff. 'Your rock ain't my crack, and fuck you if you dare. I blew my last twenty on blow that won't even show up as a track mark. Had that problem? Look: I'm going to cut my arms open now, in case you are judging me.' I didn't, of course, but between us, I think Tony and I blew that audience away, with just one spotlight and screaming. Tony looked at me like, 'Wow, you can really do this!' 'Yeah, dude.' 'Awesome.' We'll be doing it again in a couple of weeks. I think the video dude might have gotten it right enough so I can send you a copy. But, I'm a perfectionist, so we shall see.
Noah just about busted his nuts. 'You can do that?' 'Yeah, kid. Disrobe.' He was truly scared. Good sign.
It was fun.
I'm gonna go down on / with Noah. I so wish Tony was gay, but you'll see him someday. Like Noah, he's such a shy fuck. For someone who can start out with 'FUCK YOU ALL,' you'd think not. Ah, these gentle youngsters.
Best to all.
Dennis: Yeah, the foot and leg things have gotten bad. I made an appt. with my sports doc, figuring he, of all people, might have an inkling of what to do. I'm using a cane. At 40?
N.
LOL
If you're coming by train maybe we can wave as we pass and yeah of course I look forward hard style to when we can meet.
Have fun Dennis
Nick.
@ The Dreadful Flying Glove, thanks for the screams!
PS a couple of good MJ essays here...
k-punk
Germaine Greer
Aww; I was a bit bummed that there was no mention of Roger Daltrey's scream from "Won't Get Fooled Again." I sort of think of that as the scream that launched rock and roll as we know it (though I fully admit I might be giving it more credit than it deserves out of personal bias). Still, great post!
The Dreadful Flying Glove, That was cool. I love voice noise and non-song.
I hope this does not come off as tacky, but last Saturday I did a blog post that would make a cute companion to this post.
Sing To Me ...
Mr. Flying Glove,
Strange synchronicity as I just came across this DVD at the library yesterday...
http://www.amazon.com/Zen-Screaming-Vocal-Instruction-Breed/dp/B000AVZVTY
wv: slyar
Dennis-
Thanks for the summary on the theatre piece. It's kinda how I thought you guys worked but I like hearing all the ins and outs. Will that one be able to travel? With all the elaborate threats?
As far as MJ goes, I think I'm one of the few kids in my demographic who never had a copy of Thriller. I was 10 and just getting into classic rock and was all "fuck that pop BULLSHIT".... when the I see the billy jean video i do get nostalgic for my youth, as it was impossible to escape and I guess I don't mind that song as well, I'm an Off the Wall fan though..have a good weekend...
-WR
DFG: Once again, you are me, and I am you--only you're undoubtedly much smarter and much, much cuter. Nobody seems to get screaming any more; it's like screaming had its extended cultural moment (from Edvard Much to early punk) and then people forgot about it. It's my favorite thing in the whole world (except maybe for weeping). In one of my classes I try to get students to scream at the first session, and it's kind of amazing who just can't do it.
The most notable scream in recent pop culture was Danny Gokey's at the end of his version of Aerosmith's "Dream On," near the end of this year's "American Idol" competition. Gokey was one of two very openly evangelical Christians in the final rounds--the other being Chris Allen, who won--and from his initial audition, his "hook" was that he recently lost his wife. Almost all his sing choices seemed to refer to his loss, in a way that some viewers and critics began to feel was calculating. Personally, I don't what else you could really do if you're going into a singing competition shortly after your wife dies; it was the gloopy sentimental tone to all his singing and self-presentation that got to me. So finally, determined to show himself to be a rocker, he does a song in a different idiom than he's used to, that's really, actually expressing a hopeless point of view toward loss--not "She'll always be with me," "Look how much I'm growing as a result of this" (I dunno, Christians always seem to believe that God kills other people to teach them little lessons about about life), but really a "What the fuck am I going to do with my goddamn life now" kind of song. And as he worked up to the end, he just screamed--or screeched, as a lot of the fan sites put it. For the first time, he did something that kind of made artistic sense, and the judges and fans all jumped on him, like head suddenly demonstrated what a total fraud he was and that he couldn't really sing a note. They couldn't stand it. They didn't want some on "American Idol" to collapse on the stage screaming in pain, perhaps the most interesting thing that's ever happened on the show.
Hear it here, if you want:
Danny Gokey's rendition of "Dream On," ending with the notorious scream
Nice selection of screamers there, Flying Glove.
Dennis, thanks for the tips on Recollets. I'll keep you updated as plans develop...
Bill
'I guess it's like a feeling of being really alone and outside even in relationship to my close friends.'
Yes, that's it exactly. Hmm.
A story collection is a goal, definitely. I'm sort of vaguely working toward that one, though. I have a bunch of stories I really like, but they're markedly different in style from the stuff I'm writing now, so it may be difficult to make them into a cohesive collection. I may let them be wandering foster kids.
DFG, loved today's post. Haven't had time to properly give it attention. But will return to it definitely. Thanks.
DC, Interesting to hear your thoughts on Joni Mitchell. I can see why she might grate: I don't like her delivery on BLUE which seems to be the album everybody talks about when she comes up. But Hejira, Hissing of Summer Lawns and Don Juan's reckless Daughter are three of my favourite albums ever. HOSL took an age to get through but when it did I played it for three years non-stop (-ish) and I still play it minimum once a week probably.
Anyway, yes, hopefully will meet next week. I get into London from here on morning of second and the tickets are for that night. I don't envision any problem and, of course, I'm pretty excited to be seeing Jerk (don't remember the JM joke but it's ages since I read it) and definitely looking forward to meeting up. My friend Andra is coming too.
Dublin has a big theatre scene. I bet one of your pieces will play here at some point. It's an interesting city.
flying glove, oh this is a brilliant theme here, i love it! the one i would add would be "big jesus trash can" by the birthday party...cave really took screaming to another place.
and somehow i really love videos of records spinning on turntables.
hey dennis, thanks, i picked out a nice mat for the toilet pic last night, white with a thin black line which really connects with the black lines on the floor. the pic is the total opposite of say, the cover of beggar's banquet..right? elegant, sculptural... ha! and like i said, i can't wait to hear what people say about it.
i found a great twitter, where someone who works at the warhol museum posts overheard museum patron's comments. it's HERE. here's a few of my faves:
"His name is Mayo he was chairman of something during World War 2."
"(Whispering) Go lick that piss painting. I know you're into stuff like that."
"-Where's the Velvet Underground? -It's a band, Dad. -A band of what?"
"What is it with artists and penises?"
VERY entertaining.
MY little twitter project <(warhol_diaries) is up to almost 400 entries and i'm STILL only about 1/5 through the book!
did you see lisa marie presley's statement about MJ? that he told her he thought he was gonna die like elvis did? i found that very interesting, her connection to two of the biggest icons ever.
and i agree, there's gonna be some very weird shit coming to light about michael's life...
you know what a huge joni boy i am, but it's funny, i know almost nothing of nyro's work. i guess it's time to explore. i'm mostly familiar with people's covers of her songs. i've been feeling a deep need lately to dig into a lot of 60's and 70's stuff i kinda missed...i think i could do a little day for you sometime on joni, not like a bio/history but something like, oh, i dunno "10 reasons i love joni"...
oh, and do you know about nyro's son? he's a rapper and he's doing songs with samples of her work. article in the village voice is HERE.
the cat's sleeping right behind my ass in this chair as i type. he seems none the worse for wear considering his shitty week. i think he asked the vet for a little nip and tuck cuz he looks fabulous!
oh, and i got friended on FB by the guy who's dick was the first i ever sucked, back in...1969 i guess. i was 12 and he was a few years older...every tuesday night when his parents went bowling, off to his room we'd go, haha!
'69 was a good year...woodstock, the moon landing, manson, and penis!
wow, i usually don't ramble this much, sorry.
ok, i'm off to go practice my moonwalk. damn, i'm rusty.
MK
We all knew that Megan Fox was a big Dennis Cooper fan, but even so, this is taking it a bit far:
"Well let me tell you what [High School Musical] is really about. High School Musical is about this group of boys who are all being molested by the basketball coach, who is Zac Efron's dad. It's about them struggling to cope with this molestation. And they have these little girlfriends, who are their beards. Oh, and somehow there's music involved. You have to get stoned to watch it." - Esquire, June 2009
(My bad if someone's already posted that. But DAMN!)
Very cool day. How ignorant was I for not knowing Diamanda Galas? Love how nerdy and helpful CaptainGringoPants is: good advice! I tried it myself, and I can attest to his skills as a scream coach.
pascal...marry me? :)
HOSL, yes! a masterpiece, indeed. perhaps my favorite, but hejira, too, is brilliant. i think it was jaco's best work with her.
i gave blue to someone i was dating once, and he just couldn't get past her voice, it was to shrill for him.
Some great screamers you've assembled here, Glove... Alan Vega was quite the screamer back in the day (especially on the classic Suicide track "Frankie Teardrop"). One of my all-time favorite screamers is William Bennett from Whitehouse... too bad he doesn't do vocals anymore.
Dennis, perhaps you're right. I just hate to think I'm writing total fluff though. Well, this project is about the romance between two guys, one being an openly gay pop-rock-glam singer, the other being the guitarist of a black/doom metal-dark ambient kind of band (for the "cast" I envision Adam Lambert as the former and Avenged Sevenfold's guitarist Synyster Gates as the latter). The only problem is is that I want both characters to get equal page time, but I'm trying to figure out what the pop guy's conflict could be. With the death metal guy, for example, he's very closeted, has a homophobic fanbase, and so on, so there's some drama there, but the first guy... I'll need to think of something. But I like the idea of having a soundtrack that would juxtapose gay-orientated pop music with that whole black metal scene. I kind of like how the first chapter is going also: mainly showing both of the musicians getting ready before concerts and how long they take getting dressed, putting on their make-up (or in the death metal guy's case, corpse-paint) and so on. It's hard to tell which of the two is more gay, really.
Dennis, do you listen to a lot of stuff off the Southern Lord record label? Because I need to find more black metal bands/ black ambient bands to listen to. I love Sunn0))) (especially "Black One"), and a friend of mine who is into metal said I should check out bands like Xasthur and Leviathan and groups like that. I'm always looking for more suggestions though.
Lucian K. Truscott IV has just started a blog on which he's posting his new novel
Hey. Well, I am currently OBSESSED with one song called 'Hate'. I think it is becoming my second favorite song of all time. I listen to it EVERY SINGLE FUCKIN DAY like 7 times each day at least. Once I listened to it like 20 times in a row. Other song by Chan I am currently obsessed with is 'You May Know Him' but you know that's from 'Moon Pix', not 'The Greatest'. It is very fuckin beautiful. I feel such a strange and special mix of emotions every time I listen to it. It almost makes me cry each time. I listen to it every day as well, but not as much as 'Hate'. On the rest of 'The Greatest', 'The Greatest' and 'Living Proof' are quite pretty I guess and she did better earlier versions of both 'Willie' and 'Islands' than the ones that appear on the album.
I saw 'Flesh For Frankenstein' again. What an amazing, enjoyable, great film. I love it, but it is definitely not my favorite by Morrissey. Do you like it?
Pascal,
Oh, I do love 'Blue'. And I do think it is her best album ever. I never get tired of it. I think it is really, really beautiful. But in my opinion her best song is definitely 'Both Sides Now', the version that appears on 'Clouds'. But I also love 'Hejira' of course. Great, great album. 'Amelia' breaks my heart. And 'Coyote' is great too, and 'Hejira' and 'A Strange Boy' and 'Song For Sharon' and... well, the WHOLE ALBUM. Yeah, I love it. Cheers.
What an interesting, off the wall, idea for a day.
My (obvious) favourate Scream
I wonder if the holograms have to be perfect. I mean nobody knows what a ghost looks like. They might be flickery or whatever. I suppose they'd have to be 'wrong' in the right way.
Yes it's nice the way people have a big latent need to bond, which is brought out by this sort of mass event. I mean it's better than the mass ugly aggressiveness that's brought out by sporting events or paedos (ironically) getting driven to jail.
(The inevitable jokes have already started:'Michael Jackson thought Boys2Men was a delivery service').
Everyone made a fool of the un-British hysteria when Princess Diana died,but I loved that whole week of mourning and the funeral with those incredibley emotional choral things (NOT Elton).
I actually went to the big square in Glasgow where all the Diana flowers were left, and the scent of all those flowers was incredible. And the little personal messages people took the time to write. Everybody smiling in a weird time cocoon,like it was Christmas times ten.
I hope MJ gets the whole funeral procession treatment and Liz Taylor throws herself weeping onto his coffin, a la Imitation of Life. With her little dogs snapping at her heals,drawing blood, everybody appalled,frozen,too scared to act,like something out of Twin Peaks.
There's not been enough hysteria so far for my liking. The Elvis and Lennon fans were WAY crazier - I always suspected we Jacksonists were secretly the most cool/intelligent of pop nerds.
Great, the rumours have started:Macaulay Culkin supposedly agreed to testify for MJ only if nobody asked him if it was true that HE was the father of MJ's first two children. Think about the implications of THAT...
Can't wait for the charts tomorrow to find out how many/which MJ tracks are in the top 40 singles and albums. He currently occupies the top 14 albums on Amazon.
awesome, DFG.
no one screams better than Laura Palmer tho, dude..
Dennis,
that set is rockin. I could camp out in it. I have a tent. We can make s'mores with the actors...out of the actors.
love
So you'll be in london!
Lets make a solid plan to meet up :)
whens good for you?
x blake
The Voidoids is AMAZING. I didn't ask to meet Richard Hell cos Blank Generation was on everyday at my house for a while, and I was pretty nervous. Kier has the most incredible eyes, blue, big, no wonder she sees so well, can draw and make photos that I really do love. Love, love. I mean it, I wasn't expecting to like the book/words/design/images "marriage" as much as I do, but it all works. Best book I've seen in forever.
Dennis, thank you for nice welcome back.
At the moment i have more than a little time because i quit my job. Me and my wife we will move to Berlin in the next three weeks and we are very happy about that. During the last week we were searching there for a new place to live. So this is the present and the future. the past: i was not happy and satisfied with what i was doing in the last year and especially in the last months. So I decided to quit and to move on to new shores...
Also from Berlin is Gelbart. I never met him but he is a friend of a friend of mine who also does crazy music and things:
SENaef - Shake your bones
I hope you are doing good and you dont have to skream like the people on saturdays post.
By the way: i like the Can`t clip. I am really a fan of Jessica Rylan.
Byebye,
Uli
I'm so glad you liked my little gift. Shall I wrap him to go or will you eat him here?
Screaming this morning before reading the blog. I find hysterical screaming sometimes really funny, or sympathetic screaming, when one person screams and another screams from mad panic. A girl screamed the other day in a coffee shop, covered in blazing hot liquid, that isn't the scream I mean, or like, I used to scream in a band, and I've screamed till my esophagus hurt. Today is a really great day.
And there were private screams. Screams in pillows. Screams driving a car to a dead end job. Screaming in a car is no good because the sound bounces around. I can scream a high scream in my throat that sounds a little Axlish, and do it low like a rumble, in a way I can't say I've heard anyone else scream. I agree with Bernard the scream was forgotten, for a little while.
FUCK! I should have gotten the Japanese version! I just polished off two chapters. How fucking great the writing is. Considering my interest in Nerval etc. and some formal parallels to some shit I've made myself, this book is write up my proverbial alley. Oh shit, I should have stayed longer but I'm so damn weird and shy. Goddammit!
The 40 copies, Japanese bound, I meant. How fucking cool. Hardcover? And personalized too, like a bunch of my books are now. What was I thinking? Nerves, nerves I say.
DFG, Haha, great day. By the way, I love to scream when no one's around. Though I wake up screaming a lot. And it's really funny when little kids barely hurt themselves and scream their heads off.
Dennis, Yeah, it's pretty much the same way on FB too. What surprises me is the number of conservative male friends of mine on there who are just devastated by MJ's death while there are about the same amount of liberal females who couldn't give a shit because now there's one less pedo in the world.
And of course, this has all made me think of one of my favorite comedians, who ripped MJ a new asshole in concert a while back. (Joe'll love this.) I wonder what his take is on MJ's death, though I kinda can guess what it is...
But all the same, you're right, there's no middle ground really. I mean, can't he be great performer and a pedo at the same time? I guess, for some, the latter leaves too bad a taste in their mouths...though I bet they turn "Billie Jean" up in the car...
Hey, yeah! AMT and I are recording tomorrow, hopefully it'll sound sweeeet and surface some time. The show was mental! Oscar's from Psuche, who i may have forced you to listen to recently. Really looking forward to seeing some more profits of this theatre work of yours. Marcus.
My relationship with the act of screaming:
Artificial light and air conditioning
Gloomy sexual 1980s gigs I’ll picture
But never be inside of.
SCREAMING for people in the
Front room to stop shouting,
I always had nightmares about
The same painting we used to have
Up
Just above the fake fireplace, the
Plastic logs that had lightbulbs
Underneath.
I don’t know when that painting
Got taken down
It was a shadow of a man
Carrying something from a farmhouse
Caught fire.
Times I’ve SCREAMED, rare but fun.
With friends, in front of strangers,
Mainly inside buildings, specific
Rooms, downstairs when I used to
Drink and tape record that stuff,
Creative purposes, making a point,
Flesh can SCREAM too, I’ve never
Held onto people for as long as
I’d like to. I’ve felt some of them
Inside out, until it felt like we both
Disappeared.
Great day Glove.x
DFG - this is my kind of day - absolutely awesome. The 'scream' as a model of articulating everything that language can't contain is something that I think about a lot . It's not as simple as some notion of 'expressivity' or expressionism... it's more like the possibility of expression breaking down, while the attempt at communication persists, so language is transcended - I don't know, the Flamenco idea of duende or black sound touches on it. Anyway I love your written intro and choices. That clip from 'Possession' - my god what a sublime and moving performance from Adjani - pretty much sums up how I felt six months ago (ha!). I must see that film.
Here is a prime Birthday Party / Nick Cave screamer from the early 80s.
Dennis, hey... fantastic to see the preview of the theatre piece preparations the other day... the set and holograms already look incredible in primitive / sketch form.
Looking forward very much to seeing Jerk again and catching up with you on Wednesday. I know I've left it a bit late, but how's your schedule looking in London re. maybe snooping around the galleries, studio etc in my neighbourhood? Either way, I'm planning on basically being at the studio / hanging out with Wolf Wednesday, Thursday, Friday so just let me know if you're still up for it. Where are the SLG putting you up? Somewhere near the gallery?
General news at my end... been back in Vienna where I wrapped up the show with a lot of good feedback and outcomes, possibilities of further projects. I'll post a report on the show somewhere soon . I do like it over there - saw some good shows and met some great people too.
See you Wednesday!
M
I'm waiting for Emmanule Lewis to throw himself on the coffin a la Susan Kohner -- with MaCauley Culkin dragging him back into the limo.
There was a report in the British press that a boy (now man) who was first mentioned as being a Jacko sex toy has now declared that yes jacko fucked with him and he "forgives him."
When do we hear from Jordie Chandler?
I despise Michael Jackson with a white hot passion that can't be adequately expressed in words.
DFW, Perfect example of what the blog-post form is best at.
Dennis, That's exactly why I was surprised by the Burroughs piece. I think of him as always just going on about his own obsessions, especially at that stage. So how cool that he was able to engage with your work and argue with it.
Thanks for asking about my novel. I'm very busy with it. It's going smoothly enough. I only have about 4000 words in draft so far, but I'm mainly still filling in the outline in as much detail as possible. I'm trying to develop it organically rather than in a linear, beginning-to-end way.
I've broken the interlocking narratives up into episodes and arranged them in relation to each other. I'm working on making each of the seven narrative voices distinct and also making sure that the storylines, which are basically all variations of each other, don't get repetitious. But I think it's going to be OK.
Misa that clip was bad (really really bad) in so many ways.
Katt Williams is no Richard Pryor.
After only three days,the number of stories on MJ - most contradicting the other - is mind-boggling. The MJ Industry is the only one that's going to soar in the years ahead.
The Nanny's Story - she worked with him for 17 years - is particularly gruesome. The mental and physical ruin seems to have been so much greater than any outsider knew.
But then the nanny seems a bit whacko herself. She said she feared the Nation of Islam guys but another article said SHE brought them in.
This article (from a book by a guy who was in the entourage for five years), also says "It is clear to me that Michael was homosexual and that his taste was for young men, albeit not as young as Jordan Chandler or Gavin Arvizo". (What? Is he serious?)
"In the course of my investigations, I spoke to two of his gay lovers, one a Hollywood waiter, the other an aspiring actor. The waiter had remained friends, perhaps more, with the singer until his death last week. He had served Jackson at a restaurant, Jackson made his interest plain and the two slept together the following night. According to the waiter, Jackson fell in love.
The actor, who has been given solid but uninspiring film parts, saw Jackson in the middle of 2007. He told me they had spent nearly every night together during their affair – an easy claim to make, you might think. But this lover produced corroboration in the form of photographs of the two of them together, and a witness.
Other witnesses speak of strings of young men visiting his house at all hours, even in the period of his decline. Some stayed overnight".
I want to know what the woman with the 10 doves at the trial's opinion on all this is. Everybody else has had their say.
I really should get a life and stop
trying to figure out some guy that nobody will ever get to the bottom of.
MANY years ago there were rumors of Jacko having an affair with Clifton Davis.
The fact that Davis left acting to become a minister confirms said rumors as fact.
Outside of that he doesn't appear to have had sex with very many adult males.
Michael Jackson was never ACCUSED of doing anything nonconsensual. So from my perspective case closed.
Sypha--I haven't heard Leviathan, but I'd definitely recommend Xasthur. Also, the French band Deathspell Omega and the Ukraiinian band Drudkh. However, none of these groups sound anything like Avenged Sevenfold, who strike me as a G'N'R knock-off. Are you just basing the character's look on Synyster Gates?
Glove...absolutely great..."Didn't It Rain" is one of my favorite things in life...well Sister Rosetta in general (I bought the proper box which has about two CD's worth of stuff I had never heard...the rest I have on vinyl). Besides her gospel growl, she was a great guitar player. A major influence on Brian Jones by all accounts. So, that's just an arbitrary pick out the wealth you have laid down...I was thinking we very similar tastes (not for the first time, and no doubt not for the last). Have you ever heard Brother Joe May? Or gotten into The 5 Royales? Or...and this is completely off...What Is Success by Alan Toussaint? The arrangement is stunning (of course). Right, bless you.
Dennis...hey...it's finally getting hot here in LA...not looking forward to baking. Still working on the house...I'm still a shitty carpenter...but it's cool. Have you ever heard the Ya Ho Wah family stuff? Sky Sunlight Saxon at the helm? I vaguely remember seeing some of those records a long time ago but? How about "The Source" (speaking of Father Yod)...did you ever go there? My only MJ tribute offering was to pull out the Esso Trinidad Steel Band album and play their stellar version of "I Want You Back" (they also do a great version of "Apeman".)
love, and hope your back is continuing to get better...
M
So did I mention I'm in this hotel near O'Hare airport while Pride weekend stuff is going on in Chicago and I'm too busy to go down and check it out? Apparently there was big Bear event yesterday; those are always fabulous for my (sad, pathetic, aging) ego. But I missed my chance. By the time I get out of this goddam conference I will have no time to do anything else but visit Kevin W. in the hospital.
One weird thing: I was moderating a panel at which someone was giving a talk on dreams of animals in the Sufi tradition and before it started one of the most distinguished dream researchers in the world came over to say hello--a very old-world gentleman. And he said to me, "I thought I'd see you here--maybe this can help explain those dreams of bears you keep having." It sounded like an offhand joke, and he's the last person I would expect would know what "bear" are. But . . .
BTW I had an amazing and funny dream of Paris a couple of nights ago (I dream I'm in Paris a lot). At the end I went to see the Obelisk in the Place de la Concorde but it had been removed because it was damaged by pollution and in its place there was a plinth and a glass case that held the stone genitals that had been removed from an Egyptian statue.
Maybe you had to be there, but it was hilarious at the time.
How does one establish "consent" in a ore-teen?
According to the law it does not exist.
And as I said he paid off many families to prevent them from going to the law.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nani_Nani
Good screaming, love Boredoms.
"My Rainbow Life."
MJ's death will make Jeff Koons more money, that's a good thing, I guess. I think Koons invented MJ, more than Barry Gordy.
Was he a kiddie-fucker? None of the kids he allegedly fucked have said so, or is that due to gag orders and the money Jackson paid them? Inductive powers are frightening, the forensic eye mediates with close attention scanning the archive for titillation and Sadean excess. So what? The line-of-flight stops where the public imagination cannot go, the real. What simulacra people choose knowing, becoming virtually, as MJ, as the Ayatollah, Bin Laden, Obama, whatever, it has no limit.
Watching the parade earlier a little guy calls another guy cocksucker, the other guy is shocked-like. The whole exchange very funny to me, how nothing becomes itself. I love Richard Hell's writing, it doesn't make sense, and I respect that immensely.
I'm with David E. Glad he's dead. The thought of him on a "come-back" makes me so sick I could actually vomit.
Dennis: Foot appt. on Tues. Until then, I let the young boyfriend massage it and whatnot until my head goes to my dick and stays there.
Bad joke. Funny while in pain is just my thing.
All to all.
Nicholas.
steevee, thanks for the recommendations. As for Synyster Gates, I just picked him because he resembled in my head the character I wanted to do, I'm well aware that Avenged Sevenfold is a totally different type of band from, say, Xasthur.
It's funny, the few people I've talked to about MJ's kiddie-fucking, when I say he fucked kids, they always come back with, 'Nah, I don't think he fucked 'em, just did other stuff to 'em.' Oh, okay, never mind then. Or like one of my friends, whatever he did to the kids wasn't his fault, it was their parents' fault. Well, duh, it was all of their fault.
I don't know, I just found that whole starved for attention thing and doing anything to get it right boring. I mean, when you have to ask MTV to refer to you as the King of Pop...ugh.
I always liked Chris Rock's take on it: "Remember when we used to argue who was better, Michael or Prince? Prince won."
I've been reading about Michael Jackson all day and have come to two conclusions:
(1) He was fit and well and more than ready to do those 50 dates. The night before he died he did hours of rehearsal which knocked everybody out (and was filmed!) He had been eagerly writing 'his best stuff since Billie Jean', had a drug doctor to watch over him and was all set to detox from his minor drug addictions at the weekend before heading for London.His money worries were grossly exaggerated and he had hundreds of millions in assets, including the Beatles and his own publishing rights. He never abused any children, it was all made up by money-grasping parents.
(2) He was lucky he lived to be 40 let alone 50, had been an addict of Morphine,Oxycontin,Valium,alcohol,you name it for 25 years.He had had many overdoses and stomach pumpings.He was anorexic,seven stone at death, had Lupus,lung disease, skin cancer, was diagnosed with schizophrenia as a child,was totally bald and had scars all over his face,could barely walk and barely see sometimes,could no longer sing. The concerts would have him onstage for just 13 minutes, miming behind a gang of dancers and lights. He was suicidal, had a death wish. All the child abuse stories are true and there's lots more payoffs we haven't heard about.
Even if all of (2) were true, he could still whup that pretentious clown Prince with one skeletal hand tied behind his back!
lot's of lovely screams therein. never really got Diamanda, though have had several lovely chats with her - her works seems so obviously obvious.
Called Marvin haven't heard back - sure I will.
Gay pride exhaustion - parade: usual fair of corporations, dicks and ass. lot's of lust and crowds. sun burn, back home reading.
hope to go to NYU this week or next, depending on Marvin's response.
best - Chris
Dennis - thanks for the birthday wishes. My birthday really sucked balls this year but it ended on a really great note, so all was good. After having a really horrible day, someone decided to have this really nice fireworks display, so that was really cool. I did get a really awesome gift from Katsim, she ended up grabbing me the second season of Dexter, awesome fucking show! I ended up having a really nice b-day cake, I made a red velvet cake w/ cream cheese icing, topped it off w/ some vanilla ice cream. It was the shit!
I am not that interested, never was, in the MJ saga since the early and sweet days of the Jackson5. But, I was once on a TWA 747 from LA to JFK, in First Class, when the young, still-afro Michael was "upstairs" and looking kind of lost, and his bunch of very "heavy" managers were downstairs talking about how he really had to do "The Wiz".
That must have been around 1977. Was that his big solo move, instigated by Ms Ross I guess? The first thing I thought of Friday was "suicide" which in a sense IS what it was. Sad, naturally.
About the Germaine Greer essay noted earlier, I posted that I thought she and MJ had at least one thing in common and that was "Penis Envy". I used to think they'd castrated him to keep the voice, but clearly by his tatty facial hair etc that was not the case. But at the trial when they had physical evidence of genitalia, nobody seemed to be able to classify if he had a cut or uncut penis which is a little weird... But a "boy" and an "early death" - give me a break, he was eight years older than Elvis, and a complete wreck - if I were him I'd certainly have considered suicide. Taking all those painkillers or making people give them to you is suicide. Or just insanity.
Yesterday at my fave local drag show, the hostess Geraldine, dressed in black, said "There is no way we could get a minute of silenec here, so let's give what Stars love more than anything, and let's have a big round of applause, for Farrah and Michael" - that was cool.
Have a good London thing, Dennis - I've told a few friends to go see u.
Hey, no one seems to be able to tell if I'm cut or uncut either, and I am not a race-changing, nose-restructuring frsak of some kind, as I think you are implying. Plus I'm Jewish. Once a 16-year-old boy asked if he could touch my penis in a sauna because he thought I was uncut. I told him to keep his grubby little jailbait paws to himself. In a nice way, of course
Michael Jackson doesn't mean anything to me, but the death of Gale Storm is poignant. I think "My Little Margie" was the first TV how I remember.
Oh Dennis, I met this guy you'd like sooooo much. He's sooooo adorable. He's a lucid-dream researcher and computer whiz from Donetsk, Ukraine, probably 24 or 25, with creamy translucent skin, and he's wearing a shirt that's more like a blouse and has his long blond hair held back by a pretty girly hairband. He's really sweet. Plus when I asked him how he got the money to come to a conference in the US he said, "Drunk guys in bars." Hmmm. After a lengthy conversation, he swatted my arm (as these Eastern Europeans will do) and said, "I like you!!"
Yum.
I'll ask him to friend me on Facebook and then maybe I can link you to a picture of him.
Dennis, I went to the pride parade today with Christopher and his roommates + one. As seen here. The girl in the middle is this crazy french girl. Well, we sorta went in behind whatever group we could, and we were in the "people of color" section and one of the lady's told us that and said it was okay, then this bitch in a green shirt said no we couldn't be there and that she overrode the other woman. So we got kicked out because we weren't "ethnic." How about equality, huh? So we waited around and snuck in with the Pleasure Chest float. (Pleasure Chest is a sex shop in LES) They were passing out these wooden paddles, which I started getting bags of and passing out to people on the side. This was their float. Anyway, after doing that for a while, they asked us to go dance on the float, which I did from 24th Street all the way to the bowels of the West Village. Now, I don't dance, ever, and especially not in public. But for some reason I did, on a float, in the gay pride parade, in front of tens of thousands of people. Anyway, this is Christopher in his gay superhero costume. When we had to get off the float, he skated up to me (he was on rollerblades) and started kissing me and we fell to the ground to applause then got back up and started kissing again. He's very sweet, likes my shyness, has had a thing for me for a while. I'd say it was a good weekend. How was yours? p.s. I'm out of town later this week until mid next week, so I'll be quiet after tomorrow. Shhh.
math, Sorry I missed you! I was hoping you'd see me dancing on the float like an idiot, but maybe you were on the left side? I was on the right. So much damn fun, but I was exhausted and disgusting after. So fricking hot. Great seeing you and Kier (shot out to Kier too) this weekend. More to come, I hope.
Hey Dennis,
Okay, yeah, I just rewatched it and you're right, it's Totally Fucked Up. I wasn't doubting you, but I wanted to rewatch it anyway. It's the one movie where I find James Duval sexually atractive. Do you like Araki? I think I remember you saying you didn't like Nowhere.
Wow. That looks like an amazing bookstore. Did you go? If I lived in Paris I don't think I'd ever leave it.
I'm not sure that I like the fact that you understand how I feel, because it sucks and I don't want anybody to feel like this, especially not you. So I'm sorry that these little moments in time affect you as well.
My weekend, I didn't really do anything. I read, watched some TV. True Blood and the new series, Hung, which was okay. The guy's cute, but his chest was kind of disgusting. But chest hair is not my thing. At all.
I'm reading Bright Lights, Big City. I just started it but I'm pretty sure I'll like it. About to go watch a Bruce LaBruce, either Hustler White or The Raspberry Reich. Or both. Why not? Sleep has evaded me this weekend and I've been downloading movies like crazy and hating myself for it, but not at teh same time, because I get to see it finally! But still, I would like to own basically everything I downloaded. And I think one day, I will. Well, not everything. Because I didn't know there even was a TV movie of Valley of the Dolls from the '80's until a few hours ago. Also, this site is going to kick me off, because you have to upload things as well as download, and not only do I not know how to do that, but they basically have evrything I own.
Okay, so I think the point of that was I'm going to go watch a movie. So that's what I shall do. Bye.
Oh - how was your weekend?
Damn NB, your day beats mine... I spent most of my day telling geriatrics where the restrooms were located.
Hi Dennis,
I see what you mean on MJ, since Xet's older than me, his reaction to it is more or less like yours.
How did your weekend go?
I've had a little bit of everything: a little excursion to the mountain, hang out with friends, and theatre.
Oh, and another thing. A friend proposed me to be part of U2's upcoming shows here in BCN. Apparently they needed 50 girls wearing a mask and they would have to walk on a catwalk during a specific song. The funny thing is they asked the girls not to be U2 fans, but they didn't pay! I can't believe such a big band like them do that! And I was supposed to be there every night from saturday till Thursday. I've never liked U2, so I couldn't find any reason to go...
Hope your back is better today!
Love,
M.
nice to meet you dreadful flying glove, weird and cool day. thanks for it.
hi Dennis, thanks for the wellwishing etc. i sent you an email.
nb garghhh! dude how i wish i had seen you dancing. i'm gonna take you out and make you dance again sir. yea, it was great seeing you @Printed Matter, i wish i had gotten a picture of you. Christopher is very cute. parade, mm, it was my first time going to Nyc pride and it was bizarre and cool how sheerly large it was but i actually had to leave the parade after about 3 hours of gay. the shit went on for another 3.5 hours which is pretty incredible but i was already extremely gay when i got up this morning, how much more gay do i really need? anyways, i didn't see you before i bailed. soon: yes.
kier is a sexy devil. world= lucky to have.
x, math+
Joe, You're sooooo wrong. Prince is Richard Pryor and Michael's Pee Wee Herman. No contest.
awesome AWESOME DAY flying glove.. i especially loved the 60's stuff.. that patty waters was a bit of an eye opener.. and sent me all over the internets.. which is the best recommendation for a post i can think of.. the clip of the woman on the train tracks was weird (the rain song).. was that a tv show?
i love that Possession clip.. i do love a great SCREAM so cathartic so i might try an underground tunnel next time.. great stuff
DC - it's weird how that works.. i mean seeing people bond for a cause.. whatever it is.. it always brings a lump to my throat.. mm maybe not the nuremberg rallies but you know what i mean.. kind of like the 'synchrony' effect
anyway.. so when will you be around on the 1st? before the gig.. after?
joeM/missy - the prince / MJ argument.. they both won in the fact that they got to do some great stuff.. they both lost because they had powers outside themselves that over took their lives
The Dreadful Flying Glove, what a wonderful Day! I think you've done a lot to clear up the case of just what really is the Internation Language, love or screaming? My vote for now is going to the latter.
Alan, re MJ, great points, that has always been my conclusion as well. On the other hand as soon as I'd heard the news the first thing I thought of was the fat bald guy from Brooklyn who one day decided to start speaking in a high pitched voice and writing pop songs, including a birthday song duet for a little yellow girl named Lisa. I wish in a way that WAS the real Micheal. Though the other one is certainly... um, more real. And liked the idea of turning into cars and giant steel robots.
Dennis, hope you got some writing done and wandering too. Also, hope you are feeling much much much better.
Those things you said about Panda?'s album were just so damn thoughtful and nice. I know he was touched, and I was too man.
On a side note, I just released my first two albums under the name Ovmujyo via Japanese Alice. They're from 2001-2002 and initially only came out in incredibly limited quantites and then were lost to time and circumstance for the rest of the decade - til now! Thank god for blogs and virtual labels etc.
Anyway if you check them out can I recommend the first one, "Solialswoon"? It's something I'm really happy with.
they are both here.
Jeff, If you are out there the second Ovmujyo album was the one you had been asking me about last summer, if it wasn't for you I'm sure these wouldn't be seeing the light of day again. And well, it's finally there to hear if you're still interested. Miss you man.
Hey Dennis, yeah I was incredibly touched by what you said. Thanks so much man. You are so amazingly awesome.
Wow, yeah I would like to do a video for that one, but I don't really have a camera at the moment. When I do though, there will definitely be vids for 'maples,' 'plastic snowman,' and 'skeletal gardens.'
I would like to do a live set, but it would be kind of hard. I need to figure it out pronto.
Oh awesome. :) I'm glad you liked the day. I don't know where I got the whole pet idea from... :p
Oh yeah, joe's albums are really great. Everyone should check them out. :)
The dreadful flying glove, very fine day about screaming. It's all very evocative and charming so, thank you.
Watching The Shout in a theatre I was pleased to note that two of the male leads were best known circa 1982 for roles played under tons of makeup,i.e. John Merrick and Dr. Frank N. Furter.
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