Tuesday, March 25, 2008

p.s.  Hey.  It's sunny here.  It hasn't been, and that's why that's noteworthy.  Other than that, I am sans interesting news.  Oh, this is kind of embarrassing, but I think most you know my amazing nephew Cody has a blog that I occasionally urge you to read, and if you read it recently you know he was conducting a poll that asked readers to decide what he should write about next, and one of the choices was to write about me, and I guess that option won, and he has written a really kind and incrediby touching (to me) thing about yours truly, and even though I feel weird mentioning that, I decided it would be weirder if I pretended it wasn't there, so there you go.  Now onto the matter at hand.  **  David Ehrenstein, I'd forgotten Queneau wrote that Resnais short film.  What a delicious match of talents.  Is there a French (or other) director with better and more acute literary tastes than Resnais?  Can't think of one.  (You probably can.)  Terrific John Waters profile indeed.  And it's so nice to see a journalist standing so tall on behalf of 'A Dirty Shame', which I thought was a completely bizarrely underrated and overlooked film.  So glad you're like Alistair's book.  I'm very high on it, as you know, and the Queneau comparison is kind of apt, right?  Whether by design or coincidence, it's a very 'French' novel in the best possible ways.  **  Laurabethnoble, You were up early.  Hope the first day was a door opener.  **  Tosh, Here, here. (Or is that 'Hear, hear'?  I've never been sure.)  **  5stringsA, You cracked me up first.  I've read a little of Sontag's fiction, not much.  People seem to think it's quite good.  It seemed okay.  Would you rather be stabbed by a teenage boy or stab a teenage boy?  I don't mean a fatal stab.  Reveal yourself.  **  SYpHA_69, Hi.  **  Gregoryedwin, Hey, pal!  Need I even say what a pleasure it is to see you?  The radio play is a very interesting form, yeah.  It's also fascinating to try to work progressively in it.  Another interesting form is theater performed in total darkness.  Maybe the best theater work I saw here last year was just such a piece by the young French experimental theater director Yves-Noel Genod.  You get the radio play effect distressed by the theater going effect, and there's a whole new kind of sensuality around your relationship to the audible voices and the invisible bodies, live sound and recorded sound, and a kind of guessing game aspect that's very curious.  'My life is a protracted flip out': what a great sentence although I suppose it's more fun to read than live.  Really good luck with the defending, man.  I bet your talent will overwhelm the obstacles.  **  Shai Hulud, I'm glad the Queneau 'poem(s)' got you going.  I know of Brisset through others' conversations and citings, but I haven't read him.  I did a google search, probably like you did, and there's hardly anything about him in English.  I'm going to see what I can find.  Excellent tip.  Well, I like that promise of yours, naturally.  I know that 'new idea supplanting old idea' problem well, but of course in my case, given this blog's rampaging nature, I just line the ideas up and knock them off one by one day after day.  But in your case, an eeny-meeny-miney-mo approach is probably in order.  Anyway, thanks.  **  Heliotrope05, That Lee's ashes story makes me go grr, but I guess you're right that it ultimately doesn't matter that it matters, if that's what you were saying.  Oh, your traveling friend is back in contactville?  I'll check my email and see if a connection can be made. Presumptuous?  Bah!  **  Joe M., Greetings.  **  Math T., I don't know where I want to be buried, and I guess I should figure that out.  My mom's in Forest Lawn Glendale edition, but I don't want to be there even if they do have the world's biggest painting.  Pere Lachaise seems a little ostentatious for the likes of me.  Hm, I'll think.  On where George's ashes were scattered, I tried to find out, but his mom was crying really hard while we were talking, and it didn't feel right to press her.  In the ocean somewhere.  So even if I knew where in the ocean, going there wouldn't satisfy me since it isn't even the same water now or anything.  If he'd been poured near his favorite tree or something, that might be enough for me, I guess.  **  Scunnard, Congrats on the paper.  What's this friend's anthology that it might be in?  I'd like to read it if it's going to be out there somewhere obviously.  What did you do in Toronto?  Every time I've been there I just seem to hang out randomly with friends, which is nice.  But is there a Toronto 'must see' thing?  The CN Tower?  A hockey game?  Those are Toronto cliches, which is why I long for them to be replaced.  **  Chris, 'The Chalice of Infinite Woo': How do come up that kind of stuff.  It's so good. If I had a time machine, I'd go back and name this blog that.  Or maybe I'd even retitle 'The Sluts' that.  But alas.  Well, thank you mightily for attending to my requests.  The blurry pic of you wasn't much help until I scrolled through your haircuts post.  Interestingly or not, while I had no mental image of you, you look very much like I imagined you would.  So while I had no mental image, per say, I clearly had the makings of one.  Anyway, your post there was great, and I'm gonna grab your lecture.  You can appreciate the horror of that overselling incident.  It's so often assumed that an artist is just naturally going to be so incredibly grateful to have the hugest audience possible.  That was the venue's argument as they counted their euros.  But whatever, it's done, live and learn, blah blah.  I'll see if the reviews are online and linkable and will pass the links on if they exist.  I've only seen the paper versions.  **  Blendin, Yeah, I know what you mean about good things happening.  It's like, cool, and then there's the slight pressure of following it up in 'the right way' or something.  Still, it is fucking awesome about MoCA.  When's the exhibition itself?  Oh yeah, 'Blood Meridian' is incredible.  I love the early McCarthy novels a lot.  'Child of God' is also fantastic.  The later stuff that made him a household name is no slouch, but the earlier books are more prickly and tighter and more ferocious.  You just made me need to go reread 'BM'.  Kudos.  **  Doug Wasted, Fuck your editor if he or she acts wonky.  Let he or she see the error of their ways and change their minds if they don't like it.  Those are a lot of body shots.  Can't you still get away somewhere?  Get yourself a nice Eurail pass or something?  I'm getting interested in going to Estonia for some reason.  Ever been there?  There was a TV thing about it on Arte.  It seemed like it had something special going on.  **  Squeaky, I'm wracking my brains about that German writer.  It sounds so familiar, and so up my alley that I must know that work, yet I can't seem to make the mental leap from familiarity to knowledge.  Damn.  If you remember, let me know.  You don't mean Walter Abish, right?  **  Dungan, I keep forgetting to tell you how much I love the newest entries on your site: the great third 'Berserking', the scary cheese thing, the photos.  Everybody else, go check it out. Sean, you should put a link to the site on your blogger profile page so the folks here can have the easiest possible access.  Like put it under a 'my webpage' or whatever link.  On the soul destroying lower case work front, yeah man, I so agree with you that I've never even done lower case work unless journalism and teaching at UCLA for a while count, which they don't, trust me.  I forget if you've ever taught.  I mean there's that option wherein at least your soul destruction helps others' souls.  **  Stan_cz, Hey, man!  I'll bet Atlantic City is strange.  It seems like it's much stranger than its 'spiritual', two-dimensional cousin Las Vegas which at least has the mighty, vulture-like desert around it.  Any progress on the buying a house front?  How much longer are you in the States?  My ultra-best to you every minute, my friend.  **  Tomkendall, Oh yeah, late happy birthday.  I got so caught up in your writing yesterday that I spaced out.  WWF wrestling?  I'm kind of a sucker for that brand, as you probably know.  **  Misanthrope, A one finger hunter and pecker, yes.  I'm pretty fast though.  Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.  Four packs a day is ... whoa.  Dude, do you know how torturous it is to quit when you're a four pack person?  Swiping her cigarettes would never work.  She'd probably need to be put in an artificially induced coma for a few months to quit.  I'm about at a little under a pack a day at this point, and even I should be put in a coma.  But I hope she quits.  I assume you'll like The Smiths.  How couldn't you?  'Hairdresser on Fire' could have been written about Yury.  **  Steevee, I don't know this 'Here!' channel thing.  Never even heard of it, which might be a good sign.  Pink TV will show all kinds of gay crap, but then they'll have a 3 hour show about Foucault or show Kenneth Anger films.  That's very cool about you working on lyrics.  Say more about this project, if you will.  **  JW Veldhoen, Well, yes, the commenting possibilities could be vastly improved, and why has blogger not upgraded the comments box thingeroony to reflect the advances afforded by the internet's evolution?  Fuck if I know.  But I like your cave paintings.  **  Alistair McCartney, Hey, man.  Yeah, it was awesome to see you in NYC, and I'm glad the tour went well, though I'm hardly surprised.  That's sad about Bookforum, yeah.  If it's any consolation, Bookforum hasn't reviewed any of my books, and they've only reviewed one of the Little House on the Bowery books.  The guy who edits the fiction reviews hates me and mine.  I hope my blurb didn't turn the tide against you.  Having a book newly published is always melancholy, but give it time.  It's all about word of mouth anyway, and on that front, you have nothing to fear.  Speaking of which, I really do want to do something on the blog about your book, if you're still willing.  The word of mouth needs to be spread by all means necessary.  In the meantime, getting into your next novel now is the best medicine.  I can't encourage you enough on that.  **  Akechikogorou, It's great to see your fresh face here.  Have the best time humanly possible.  **  You-x, Thank you, man.  Thank you for the honest and really very beautiful (for all its deep sadness) story.  It exuded the great difficulty of what you must be feeling and a strange peace which I suppose is the sadness and its depth.  Its grace is just your latest gift to this place, and I'm very glad you're back.  Yeah, let's try to talk.  We'll figure out quickly how to do it.  **  I'm off now to check out the sunniness.  Don't get stabbed.  Bye until tomorrow.

46 comments:

Jax said...

Hi Dennis – I enjoyed the stabbing stuff, and my copy of ‘The Weaklings’ just arrived! Beautiful-looking wee volume. I’m actually going to read it too, not just stroke it and admire it. So pleased the ‘Jerk’ performances are going well – apart from when the theatre let too many people in. Christ, what are theatres like, eh??? Yes, please do find us some reviews.

I loved the sound of the ‘theatre in the dark’ stuff you were talking about to Gregory Edwin: theatre as a threatening, malevolent space….marvellous. What would the novel equivalent be, I wonder? Not heard of that French guy you mentioned, will check him out.

I really liked what you said (to someone?) a few days back about how writing / being creative is all about confidence. Well, not ‘all’ about confidence obviously, but just how important finding some sort of faith in yourself is. And maintaining it. That single-mindedness, yeah? I need to get that back. Got the cop-show trial script off to those with the power to give me work: writing stuff that you personally know is not up to scratch but seems to be what ‘they’ want takes its toll, I think. I’m spending too much time doing that and getting nowhere, and not enough time writing stuff at least *I* like…and getting nowhere. That’s got to change – or maybe I just need to toughen up some more.

Doug_Wasted, SO sorry to hear about your publisher-problems. Your head-space is my head-space right now. But it WILL get better pal. It’s fucked about Syria and annoying you can’t just get in on an ordinary tourist visa cos I know they are now obtainable on entry– so many secular Arab countries are weird about journalists, understandably in many ways. I got questioned for ages entering Morocco cos I’d made the mistake of putting ‘writer’ on my entry visa: that’ll teach me, eh? Now I always just put ‘brain surgeon’:)

Oh…also? Bought a DS Lite and am now obsessed with Dr Kawasaki’s ‘Brain Training’. Yeah, I know – I doubt it trains much at all but it does absorb me and brings out my intensely competitive side. Finally: a video ‘game’ I actually have the patience to play. I’m getting scarily good at Sudoko, but my brain age is still 62. You play at all?

Re burial or cremation – why not donate one’s body to science? That way, you’re saved the expense of a funeral and young attractive medical students get to rummage about in your innards.

Take care, eh?

Tonyoneill said...

I'm loving all of the strangeness that this blog is hinting at. Im wondering if you found a few good videos based around stabbing, and decided it would make a good day... or if you woke up and found yourself in a stabbing mood and decided to trawl youtube to see what people had uploaded. Inquiring minds godda know.

My favorite stabbing scene in cinema history has to be the "stabbing himself in the stomach and ejaculating blood" conclusion of Nekromantik, but hey, thats just me.

Dennis - come on - you rigged Cody's blog, right? I'm imagining you clicking like crazy thinking "...come on Dennis Cooper day... come ON Dennis Cooper day..."

PS - Dennis - have you heard an album that Alan Vega did with the then-unknown Al Jourgeson called "Saturn Strip"? I found a copy on vinyl and its really amazing - early 80s electro, quite poppy for an Alan Vega record. Sounds related to the electro stuff that Ministry did before Al found his groove... If you wanna copy let me know I can burn it or something.

DavidEhrenstein said...

"Pink TV" mirrors gay culture as a whole which offers a choice of either Christpher Isherwood or Gordon Merrick.

These days it's worse than Gordon Merrick.
The French of course have a leg up what with Rimbaud, Proust, Gide, Genet, Foucault and Patrice Chereau. Now they've adopted you -- and no wonder. Don't want to think what the "downside" is.

"Stabbing Day" reminds me of the first Stepehen reas film that made me fall in love with his art -- Bloody Kids. Made for television in 1980, it was shot on 35mm and shown at Filmex that year as a genuine movie, which indeed it is. Written by Stephen Poliakoff it concerns two high schools boys -- one cynical and dominating, the other a "born victim." The cynical one forces his friend to stab him -- not seriosuly, just bad enough to require hospitalization and a call from the cops. This he does and then, according to the stab-ee's instructions, runs off. The film then cuts between the kid in this hospital toying with the cops and the kid on the lamb, who runs into a group of friendly punks and spends part of the night in a disco before going to the hospital where his tormentor/ "friend" is laid up. It ends with the pseudo-"victim" creating chaoes by pulling the building's fire alarm -- the oldest trick in the book.
Quite an amazing piece of work, that clearly looks forward to Frears' other films about Great Britian, particularly My Beautiful Laundrette, Sammy and Rosie Get Laid and Dirty Pretty Things. Don't know where you can find it, but it's more than worth looking for.

Clearly the "victim" kid is love with the dominating one, and the latter knows it. There's no sex in the film at all but the homoerotic tension is very much present in a style we've come to know as Dennis Cooper.

Frears, BTW, isn't gay. Just British and very, very smart.

Will Decker said...

Oh my god Dennis,
I cannot look at those stabbing videos. Man o man.

I have missed a little over a couple of days of DC’s .. been out planting and digging in the back yard and garden. More of that today too.

I just got some sad news. The Theater (movie) of my youth burned down in my small hometown on Easter. It was a good one too, neon lights, long lines, balcony and of course a showing of “The Thing” cc 1951 that scared the pee out of me. A friend from that time just emailed me and said he had to hide behind his seat.

We had a first class theater in our town. John Steinbeck in his book “Grapes of Wrath” (1939) described Henryetta perfectly even though he had not been there. He said it was the first real city the Jobe’s came to on their way to California. We had a real city Theater one that would have been right at home in the Paris of that time.

Maybe that is what I was remembering when my young friend took me to the dollar theater the other night and we had so much fun. Maybe we were having a “Blaine Theater” kind of experience.
Love from Oklahoma USA,
Will

Bernard said...

Wow, I always heard "Bloody Kids" was great, but have never seen it. I recently set up an excerpt from "The Queen" to use in classes, because I do a fair amount on using documentary footage in fiction films, and the section covering Diana's death in that movie, when you look at it section by section, is just amazing in its manipulation of audience involvement and emotion.

Yeah, so I went to New York but only for a couple of days. I saw Miss Dianne Wiest in "The Seagull," which was great, and Alan Cumming was very good in it, too. It's always a bit weird to see really famous actors in a small theater where they're really upclose. But I didn't get to any art or museums. I spent 4 days out in the country trying to get a few things done; I need a retreat or something because when I'm at home I get fuck-all done. (I spend all my time reading blogs.)
Everything on the blog has been supergreat lately but it always is. My copy of The Weaklings arrived and it's pretty amazing; even though there's older stuff, put together like that it seems like a real departure. I can't imagine what it's like being a young reader coming across your poems for the first time--good, I think. But I guess I get a sense of it from the comments here.

So I'm reading the Fortean Times, as I will do, and I came across this review of the DVD release of Victor Sjostrom's "The Phantom Carriage," which I'm pretty excited about; then I saw the last paragraph, which i thought I should pass along to you:

"This edition of the film features a specially composed score by KTL – Stephen O’Malley of US drone metal band Sunn O))) and Peter Rehberg (aka Pita) a British electronic composer; they really shouldn’t have bothered, as this cacophonous ‘soundscape’ of reverb-heavy guitar drones and inconsequential bleeps not only fails to engage with the rhythms and dynamics of the film in any meaningful way but is positively distracting, leading this reviewer to watch the film in glorious silence."

I have two readings coming up in DC in the next two months, so that's like some kind of career revival for me.

Shai Hulud said...

Dennis,

Did I use the word "promise"? I'm flaky about deadlines, but I will try.

Hey, do you really watch wrestling or is that sarcasm? I am a huge huge wrestling fan. WWE, what? Why? ROH!!! It can't be because of the homo-erotic overtones, wrestlers don't seem your type. Although, some of the cruiser weights are pretty sweet...Paul London, Brian Kendrick. So, I guess I'm axing you, seriously?

God, if someone here had the french/english chops, I would love a JP BRisset day. Awesome.

Shai Hulud said...

Of course, you sick bastard, most of these stabbing videos have hot boys in them.

Blendin said...

DC-

Makes me think of the really amazing self stabbing scene at the end of The Piano Teacher. That film and Huppert's performance are already so amazing and the stabbing scene is so shocking so weird and so mysterious. Fuck I love that movie.

For the most part, though, videos of stabbings are more than I can take at 10am as I sit in the office. So I will decline this day's offerings. It's for the good of everybody.

The MoCA show is a retrospective of artist books. According to the curator, nobody has done a big book show in LA for 30 years. The working title is Out of Order: Sequencing in Artists' Books. You know it is a museum show because it has a colon in it. I don't know much yet about who else is in the show - but I do know that John Cage is there. Which is amazing and perfect because Cage is everywhere in my work, especially the earlier stuff. I'm not worthy.

I'm off to the library today to pick up Child of God. I'll start just as soon as I finish rereading My Loose Thread. You know that one really fucked up book by that guy?

SYpHA_69 said...

Tony O'Neill, have you heard the first Ministry album, "With Sympathy?" It's hilarious, esp. the song "What He Say" (in light of Ministry's later work). Talk about an about face.

Well, after a two month hiatus I decided to resume work on the Warhol project today. Don't get too excited, you know how my mood swings go with this one. I am getting closer to page 100 though, so at least some progress is finally being made. I've always felt that once I reach the 1966 portion of the book it'll start flowing easier. AS it is I only have two really tough scenes left to do in the 1965 portion, the scene in which the narrator hangs out with Edie for a day (which I started work on this morning) and a very long chapter/flashback in which the narrator recalls when he first met Warhol (during the filming of "Empire"). The rest of the 1965 chapters are fairly short, but those two I just mentioned are pretty long and intricate. I really need a name for the book too because a project never really feels like a book in progress for me until I have a working title.

bs said...

Hey Dennis - Sorry for the delayed response and sorry for any existential crisis those Slayer photos may have caused. They are really shocking of course but I find them endearing. Seeing those guys in a dorky teen phase makes it even more clear to me why they've been around so long.
I was just catching up on posts and I read the John Waters article that davidehrenstein mentioned. It reminded me of this interview:
http://www.bombsite.com/issues/87/articles/2628
if folks around here haven't seen it already - check it out

DavidEhrenstein said...

sypha, Andy's taped novel A is about hanging with Ondine for a day and Edie appears in it as "Taxine" (because of all the Taxis she took.)

Sad about that theater burning down, Will.

I remmeber when my local went from being a "Loew's Prospect" to be a "Century's Prospect" overnight when the studios had to relinquish control of the theaters. The last movie I saw there as a Loews was The Merry Widow with Lana Turner and Fernando Lamas.

A Festering Gesture said...

Hi

In fact, I haven't read much Ballard but - reading interviews and what others have said about him - I sort of admire what he's trying to do etc. The only one I've read is High Rise and really liked it. It reminded me of a lot of art deco buildings in England - where I live - like the Barbican. There's a sort of spectral feeling I get when I'm in them and he somehow manages to pinpoint that uneasy feeling. He now has cancer, if you, or anyone else, didn't know, so maybe now is the time to read him.
I have ELizabeth Young's book and it seems she did do a lot to promote a lot of people like Stewart Home, Bret Easton Ellis etc. Strange reading her after her untimely death.
Thanks for the comment on the writing. I tend to write quite a bit, get excited, get bored and don't get anywhere with it. Perhaps that'll change, I dunno.
Something I wanted to ask: I was planning on reading 120 Days of Sodom - finally - and I find it quite hard to get into. Did you find it helpful reading around it? like, say, Klossowski's essay on it, for instance? anything you'd recommend like that? I'd be most grateful as the edition I have is the Seaver one which has essays by Klossowski and DeBeauvoir. And how is Justine btw, in comparison?

Thanks for the comments, thanks for making me feel welcome, I suppose I'll get more into other aspects of the blog-hopefully- as the days go by. Cheers.

Scunnard said...

Haha I always open my mouth before it’s time. It looks like it will be included, but I probably shouldn’t say anything until it gets closer. Jinx, pinch poke you owe me a coke. I’ll make sure to let you know! Toronto was fun, but we mostly just walked around and ate good food. An old homeless woman talked to me about her vagina, but it mostly sounded like “mumble mumble mumble I have kids mumble mumble VAGINA mumble…” I have this innate ability to attract all mentally ill people to myself and induce long conversations. My hometown houses a huge mental hospital that downsized in the early-mid 90s, so most of the town’s population is in fact mentally ill outpatients (literally). After telling me about her vagina, the woman attacked a nearby woman in a restaurant and started screaming racial slurs at her (they were both white) then flung herself at the woman and tried to bite her on the neck. That was pretty much the highlight of the trip.

Blair said...

Boy Stabs World is pretty amazing. Thanks. How's Paris? Is it getting warmer? Portland is rad. I like it more than I thought I would from just visiting. It's like northern Europe in America, but not really. My novel comes out in May, so yeah, sort of soon. That Cody post on you was so sweet. I went and saw Scott Heim the other night. He said you and him are going to be at the same publisher now -- congrats on that. I missed that news on the blog somehow.

DavidEhrenstein said...

For the 120 Days of Sodom it's best just to dive in and slosh your way thorugh as best you can. It's daunting, but necessary. After that read Barthes' Sade, Fourier, Loyola and Klssowski's Sade Mon Prochain.

But not before.

dungan said...

Hey Dennis

Cool stabby vids, very much in keeping with my current frame of mind!

Thanks for looking at the blog, and for your complimentary, to say the least, words re: it. I'll put a link in the blogger profile, thanks for that suggestion as well. Never think about that stuff. I'm going to turn those berserker things into one story, and right now they are more or less chronological. It's cool that there's been talk around here recently about Lovecraft, since I've been thinking a lot about his stories too as of late, which I guess is made pretty obvious when you read those story fragments. Hmmm. I can't decide whether I'm excited about the (maybe only rumored?) fact that Guillermo Del Toro is making a movie based on At the Mountains of Madness. I might be prepared for disappointment. I really like The Devil's Backbone and the Hellboy movie but since the latter he's left me sort of cold. I fear a messy CG blowout, if anything.

I think I was whining way too much yesterday, for which I apologize, since I hate whining. There are way worse things than work. Worse things happen at sea, etc. But yeah, onward towards a less worky future.

Speaking of which, I watched an E. R. Murrow CBS TV documentary last night from 1960 called Harvest of Shame, about the fucked plight of migratory farm workers then in the US. It's an amazing document of human suffering, and it really brings the fact that TV news today is a thoroughly lacking corporate shit pile into relief, if any more was needed. Also I think the conditions of traveling farm workers who pick crops now can't be much better than they were then. Highly recommended and netflix-able.

tomkendall said...

hey shai, yeah i think dennis is a wrestling fan, an undertaker man if i remember rightly? (wrestlemania this year edge vs undertaker...both undefeated at wrestlemania!)
I love wrestling, i cant help it....its my guilty pleasure.

this day left me pretty queasy...which is interesting cos that doesnt happen too often and i cant pinpoint what it is thats affecting me so much. You seen this video of Paul mccarthy's:

http://www.ubu.com/film/mccarthy.html

third video down.

or this one from youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2D27we2eySI

they fit a bit with today i guess. Although they're more 'Hack' than 'stab' i guess.

Id like to echo that whole thing about art and confidence. I get so wound up in myself that most of the time i dont even try and sit down and do stuff even though i know i should cos how else am i gonna get better? how do you get that confidence? I hope im finding it again ...and this place is definitely one of the main sources of that...i mean just being involved and hearing about everyones elses projects is pretty amazing. So many people here give me faith to carry on and shit.
pheww i was about to get very soppy (i just deleted like 5 lines). I stopped myself.

hope everyone is well.

xx

Shai Hulud said...

TomK,

Yeah, a guilty pleasure, not so guilty for me anymore. I grew up watching it, from 4 y.o. on., in Dallas...the VonErichs and Freebirds were big time in the city. Also, my grandmother used to go out and party with Dory Funk, Sr. decades and decades ago in Amarillo, so it's kind of in the blood. Hey, it's a base form of theater, the cheap carnival passion play, the crowd interaction, the athletic pretension. Undertaker, shit that shouldn't surprise me at all. I go for the small guys that fly around a lot, and do the "technical" stuff (dare I say...Benoit, shhhhh!). Jeff and Matt Hardy, ROH, CM Punk.

It's good to hear that even one who has written the phenomenal shit you've done has the same problems. This place definitely is a godsend. It took awhile to actually come out here as a writer, but I'm glad I have. This is the community I've been looking for for a long time. I never quite clicked with my creative writing professor and his comrades, though I adore the guy.

anyways...

JW,

I know you don't take kindly to compliments and gratitude, but I feel I owe you a great deal. What you did for me this past weekend just by posting, insulting, and dancing with me was amazing. It's like you woke something up, and I needed that. Thank you.

michael_karo said...

thanks for checkin' out my videos, dennis, you're always so sweet!

here's one more for ya: autographed books!

having an awful time here with my PC, some programs are getting real wonky, i can hardly edit photos, it's making me crazy! a few othere things started fucking up at the same time, guess after 6 years it might be time for a new one!

Chris said...

Wh'up Dennis,

Just read Cody's post. You should probably just change your name to 'Aw Shucks' now. How incredibly lovely.

I am a bad nephew but mostly because most of my family decided when I was 6 that they hated me. I was a very hateable six-year-old but they seem reluctant to revise their opinion now.

I think I would be a cool uncle but I don't have the wherewithal siblingswise. Gloomy, slightly. I'm holding out for godfather. Or actually maybe a vaguely absent dad. That I could do. I have a lesbian friend & we have this plan to have a kid together, we come back to it from time to time, and it all sounds great, but mostly I think we just can't face the, uh, mechanics. Still if anyone wants to get me a turkey-baster for my birthday...

In related news: 'Boy Stabs World'. Fucking brilliant title for a post. It just says everything, beautifully, bountifully, like Richard Strauss or something. Great clips too. Even speaking as one of those fucking scumbag perverts who prefers his boys alive & kicking rather than dead &, er, not.

I may have got the wrong end of the stick re Tony's post, but yeah, can we have a "Come on Dennis Cooper Day"? Pleeeease? I've always thought this blog needs more bukkake.

Yeah, I may not be one hundred per cent ready for parenthood, I guess.

From the very very young to the very very old / Everybody now say aye, xx

Chris said...

Wo ist Atheist?

Will Decker said...

David Ehrenstein,
Thank you for noticing and commenting on my post about the loss of the movie theater in my hometown, Henryetta, OK. It was a beauty. It was a signifier of the liberalness of my small hometown of 7,000 people where Labor Unions thrived in the coal mines, smelters and glass plants, where there was actually a Socialist Member of Congress from our part of the State of Oklahoma.

Along came the overwhelming influence of the Baptist and other fundamentalist churches that even have the biggest floats in the annual Labor Day parade, the very ones who sell out labor. The industry and the liberal thinking have dwindled now even our theater is gone.

Thanx for noticing,
Will

Will Decker said...

Clarifier to those who did not read my post earlier today. The theater is gone because it burned to the ground on Easter. It was built sometime in the 1930’s.
Will

steevee said...

There was a Live Journal page I really liked from a guy who had a fetish about stabbing himself in the stomach. I think I've mentioned it here in the past. LJ took it down, then it reappeared on Deviant Art and vanished there as well. When I Googled the guy who created it, I found a bunch of stories about his snuff fantasies.

I've written lyrics for 2 songs for a Nashville rapper. His producer is a good friend of mine and writes the rest of his lyrics, as well as producing the beats. The first one, "Versatile," was written last year and will appear on his debut EP, which wil hopefully be released soon. (The opening lines: "I stuck 99 red balloons up the ass of Bill O'Reilly/He didn't notice, he was too fucked-up on GHB.") i'm not sure how "So Foxy" would fit in, because I wrote it from a female POV, envisioning a woman embodying Oxycontin as a seductive siren singing to a potential addict.

squeaky said...

Wow. Today is so awesomely creepy. I had to watch most of these with the sound off. What can I say? Even though I love horror films I always end up with my feet on the chair looking at the screen through my fingers like a real wimp. These amateur exploits are somehow even more disturbing than pro gore (did that first kid really get stabbed?).

Anyway, you rule Dennis! It was 1989 in a cafĂ© in Berlin (my first time to this city, then just visiting) and the person next to me was showing me the book he was reading. I was fascinated with the way all the language was organized and then reorganized. So much so that the book has periodically come to mind over the years since then, though I remember so little else about it that I could never look it up. But you got it. It was Walter Abish’s 'In the Future Perfect.' Now at last I can order the damn thing and find out if it was worth the wait. Thank you!!!

tomkendall said...

hey shai,thats really lovely what you said (X). This is a great place to share work...is yours blogged at all? (i will go check in a sec btw)if not you should well send us some, id like to read it.
When i was growing up Wrestling was all about Bret Hart and Shawn Michaels. I was torn between the two.

on another note:

Id stab myself in the stomach but id have to get thin again. When i was 18 i was really skinny and used to starve myself for days at a time. Now im kinda ok....im really broad so I can carry a little weight but i miss being really thin. In fact its kinda the prime motivation to give up drinking (that and the fact the dr told me my liver was pretty fucked for my age) which i think im gonna do when i get back from Berlin.Not that im gonna stab myself...its just i cant even imagine doing it unless i was properly skinny. I've gone weird...I know its dumb and vain and stuff but ive been like it since i was eight. I used to suck my stomach in infront of the mirror and if i couldnt make myself practically 2d id run around the house until i imagined i could.
You know Mishima could make himself ejaculate just through simulating hari kari? Like without touching himself at all.

Shai Hulud said...

Tom Kore Straight Edge,

1. I was never torn, always hated MIcheals...and from the very first of watching old old Prime Time Wrestling on USA w/ Bobby Heenan and Gorilla Monsoon, big big fan of the Hitman. Heels or not, I always cheered the Harts. Something about Micheals was always unctuous, never liked DX. I grew up Bret Hart, Muta, 4 Horseman.

2. my blog:

http://frombeneathitdevours.blogspot.com/

I just set it up this weekend. Figured, why the fuck not, I'm writing, might as well put it out there. Careful, there's gay stuff on there! Thanks for asking champ.

Matt said...

Dennis__

Guess what I was doing on Saturday nite? No, no I wasn't whoring! I WAS AT THE FUCKING RODEOOOOO. Haha, my friend turned out to have an extra ticket, so I went. Dude. We spent over 450$ on beer alone. It was fucking seven bucks a bottle. Thats fucking crazy! Needless to say, we had a good time. I was way wasted by the time I got home. The good part is, I'm totally done with coke tho, for now anyway. It's not part of my life. Dare didn't gow ith us, said the rodeo was to "cowboy" for him. But despite what you mite think, it's really not. I did see some bull riding and hog tieing tho. Hahaha.

On another note dude, how did you like the song that you never listsned to?

-Mattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Shai Hulud said...

Mishima, fuck that's fuckingcrazy!!! I guess it makes sense though. Man what a complicated motherfucker. i just love him more now. I wonder if he ejaculated as he actually did go through sepuku?

5StringsA_ said...

Dennis,

I used to want to read, "The Way We Live Now", or one of those, but I'm kinda over that whole thing. I think I'll probably read "Death Kit". She seems to know what she's doing. I like American writers. "If you get in a knife fight. You're gonna get cut." I've seen a knife fight or two. I don't think I'd want to be stabbed. Beckett's stabbing ruined stabbing for me. I know I generally prefer to top teenagers, as they usually make poor tops, and I've more than a good share of razor scars from blood sex, a couple of which are very painful. So, I'd have to say I'd rather be doing the stabbing. Maybe, slashed, fought, then loved. I'm a gun freak, so I'd love to shoot some kid in the gut and fuck him. Bateman or Manson for the chics. Funny, my boyfriend cut my face with his new razor, just before he left me this evening. He's yet to get his hands on one of those barber-style razors. Knives are sharp. Swirly-wirly and a sounds kit, two pence. On a different note, Cody's a sweetheart. I almost shit when I realized how fucking cute that kid is. Fart smeller. Much love

stan_cz said...

Hey Dennis,

today I saw "Last Year at Marienbad" twice in a row at Film Forum. I was so excited by seeing this amazing film on 35mm that I decided to watch the film again right away after the first viewing. I'm still dazzled by it. It's an audiovisual poem, still so far ahead of our time that we can't grasp its many complexities. My favorite Resnais changes almost daily, from "Providence" to "Muriel" and many others, but right now, after this amazing day at Film Forum, it has to be "Marienbad", as avant-garde a film as anything by Brakhage, Deren or Cornell.

All the best,
Carsten

Shai Hulud said...

"Why do I always avoid sunset in winter time - that particular shade of blue..."

That is why I shall always be your servant sir.

DavidEhrenstein said...

"Harvest of Shame" is quite a famous documentary, dungan.

Gore Vidal tells me that William Paley, the head of CBS, is the man to thank for such broadcasts, far more than Murrow himself. He was the gatekeeper who ketp quality high and commercial domination low in those Golden Years.

Now TV is 95% pure crap.

And I'm including cable.

Craig said...

Such a strange day with all the stabbings. After the 2nd video and the fact that there were something like 5-6 typos and homophone errors I just stopped watching them, i get squeamish easy enough too. Well, I dont know if i mentioned it here but one of my co-workers is helping run and organize a summer camp through the local community center (not the YMCA nor the boys and girls club) and she really wanted me to be a part of it. I filled out an application a few weeks ago and got a call this morning at 9:30 asking if i could go into an interview at noon. I honestly think that was better because i didnt have time to work myself up over it, but it was really really short notice. She was one of the 2 people that interviewed me and she thought I did really well so I'm looking forward to the opportunity, though im a little scared because ive never really done anything like it before, but I think I would do fine. I had a rough day besides that though, a lot of friend contact that left a lot to be desired, I was showing off that I just got Weaklings and like idk.. i hate getting brushed off, sometimes i feel like im just being humored, and thats more insulting than just being told "I dont care" then at least youre being honest. I sat around at my friends house and watched him and another friend play Smash brothers, or one play No More Heroes. I tried reading but i just couldnt get comfortable, i guess i felt like a nuisance. Well back to work tomorrow so at least that will take my mind off of it for a bit. Not to mention a tuesday without my mentee is a sad tuesday indeed (spring break, ergo no school). Oh and well I got the new book, #78, not too bad still in the first 100. But I wanted to say how much I enjoyed the book, some of them were so so powerful, The body is currently my favorite and I just empathize and feel so bad (for you) when I read it, but at the same time I take back some sort of inspiration from it, from that pain its a true reason to advocate against it. I'm not entirely sure i get the indirectness of "Yuck" but I cant help but smile, so thats a plus. I guess thats about it, sorry for missing a day, and sorry for rambling uselessly today.

Misanthrope said...

Dennis, More like (Hot) Boy Stabs World. Which reminds me of another mother story:

When we were teenagers, my brother and I got my mom so upset that she ran into the kitchen and grabbed a knife and said she was gonna kill herself. So she puts the point to her gut and starts pulling. But as we're watching, we notice that as she's pulling the knife in, her ass and back are pushing out. She's faking it the whole time! Not a mark on her! We just ran back into the living room and fell down laughing. And she's laughing too.

We teased her about it for years, along with teasing her about when we found the world's longest pubic hair on her afghan. Of course, with my brother gone, it's up to me to tell my niece and nephew these stories every so often, which they - and she - love. I mean, she calls us motherfuckers but she laughs the whole time.

I'll tell you about the time she mashed a sub in her face and threw it across the living room some other time.

Alistair McCartney said...

Dennis, gracias for the kind calming words, very helpful. Yeah, I'm gona get some images and excerpts together and send them to you asap in the next week or so. And it feels good to be working on the new book as it seems to be (touch wood) coming together. I'm gona go eat some white chocolate, which is my latest obsession (my only one?)and will look forward to viewing the stabbings leisurely!Always, A

JW Veldhoen said...

I'm told the French built a replica cave and paintings at Lascaux. An interpretive center, a cave of the cave. A center of interpretation. So, four caves for the price of one, a helluva deal! You get the cave you can't see, being preserved, the cave that you can see, which is a replica, and you get the cave implied by the cave that you can see, the cave you imagine. The fourth cave is a structural position about the cave, and its replication, written, oddly enough, by Plato.

This wall that I'm writing on won't last. It isn't the writing that doesn't exist, it is the surface I'm writing on that doesn't exist.

Thank you Dennis Cooper for that.

Let me take another stab at this.

Why do Americans always awaken?
I'm very tired of being awake. I have trouble sleeping. They were talking on the laundromat TV about bats dying from warmer weather, coming out of hibernation too early.

I hope there are riots in the city this summer because my money situation is about to collapse on me by the end of it, and riots would help. Especially if they were massive, and concentrated on rich neighborhoods (as opposed to what usually happens), and happened suddenly enough that the state couldn't act to preserve itself.

I'm smart enough, I know what to steal so it would help me (permanent assets: gold, cash in large enough quantities, old art).

There is desperation among the power class for the foreclosure meltdown not to spill over, but printing money and a weak dollar means inflation, and a magnification of the differences (so, for the rioter in waiting, at least, there is hope).

The business students in my building talk past recession on the street, but the currency crisis that is tied in to the real-estate implosion actually has the potential to do much worse. Add another war or another "attack" and the movie Doomsday looks more like a docudrama than an homage to grindhouse.

Across from a public garden, I think called petite Versailles(?) in the LES, and I saw graffiti, faint and worn, that said that the revolution is coming. I wondered about how long ago the message was written, and about how long the message was deferred, and put on hold.

The city is filled with bus-loads of buckeyes, the sleepwalking. Sometimes I think option two behind rioting is robbing tourists now, or going out to the country to harvest cash. God, I have trouble sleeping. I have access to sleeping pills but I'm wary of polluting my body with drugs, as you all know. Looking forward with great anticipation to the Batman movie. Probably the only thing on my cultural horizon that I care about. Maybe the only thing that I care about. A distraction from the wide awake.

d. walls said...

hey dennis,

i really like cody's blog... his post on you was great...

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winter rates said...

D -

Very sweet tribute from Cody, and timely in fact. My nephew, 20, (Jen's brother's kid) just came thru town on a road trip from Boise. He's managed to shirk off mormonism, is a musician, and genuinely awesome. He's just discovered the wonderful world of marijuana and said something to the effect of "man i've smoked pot in lots of places and i've never felt more comfortable than in yr house..." it was really cool to share music and uncle-y wisdom. quite new for me. i know we'll stay close now.
another buddy in town from nyc guest dj'd my show this week and once again i think you'll enjoy it to the nines..and i even have it archived already...me and jen are a bit wiped from all the company though, whew...more to come too...busy month...glad you've got some sun...
much love,
-wr

Shai Hulud said...

I expected as much. Okay, if not awakened, then infected.

Eat the rich, and gods help us.

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jeff said...

So, I've started looking for a job again.

I'll have to pretend I'm not fucked.

It drove home how far gone I've become.

An occupation in the underworld is starting to look really nice now.

Dennis,

I haven't read The Weaklings yet, but I will, once I finish my overdue library books.

I meant to ask, while I'm thinking of it, you told me that you started writing a poem inspired by the haiku written by Roger Gilbert-Lecomte that I posted here a while ago. Did you finish it yet?

You-x,

I'm glad to see you here again.

I hope you like the James Thomson poem. I find stuff like that soothing. I feel like I'm on a search for the ultimate hopeless literature. Something that will really drive me past the point of no return.

The City of Dreadful Night isn't it, but it's pretty close.

One criticism that comes to mind, is that it refers to death repeatedly in the sense of rest or sweet sleep.

I remember someone here said something to the effect that they don't know if they believe in death.

Or: death isn't an experience.

Because there isn't anyone to experience it. They're dead.

The fact that so many tombstones say 'R.I.P.' implies that the living know what life really is, hell and constant agitation. They desperately want to believe that death is an eternal rest. But there is no one left to rest.

slatted light said...

Hey Coop. How are things, man? I’ve been pretty sick lately. I thought it was just a bad flu. But I haven’t been able to shake the cough so I went to the doctor. It turns out I do have the flu but the reason I haven’t been able to shake the cough is because I’ve also contracted emphysema. That sort of sucks seeing as I already quit smoking and everything. I don’t really know how bad it is yet or anything but I’m guessing I only have a touch of it. It hasn’t upset me. I’ve been kind of indifferent and not too turned around by the news. When the doctor told me, this part from a poem that someone posted here once came into my head:

like a zen experiment
you have to compose yourself
and fall asleep
in the most violent room
imaginable

It was weird. I thought of that and just nodded like inside myself as well without, to the doctor, and just said very firmly, “Ok.” 24 seems too young to get emphysema but then I guess there is no such thing as too young - in the same way that there’s no such thing as too lonely. Beckett had it, though, so at least I’m in good company. And it is the perfect incentive to never smoke again. Kind of like a catch lock on my willpower.

On the brighter side of things, I received The Weaklings in the post. Lucky number #7. That was awesome. But I sort of don’t want to read it in case I mess up how beautiful and pristine it is. Right now, it has pride of place on my bookshelf, next to MLT and The Sluts. I’m fetishising it with awe and lust, which seems the most accurate form of worship given that it is a book by you, Monsignor.

I’ve been meaning to ask: have you seen any of the ‘Real Sex’ film series by Tony Comstock? I don’t know anything about him and what he does but someone said something to me about him. Is his stuff worth looking into?

Boy stabs world. I was reading a horror story today. It’s about this boy who sticks a pin into his eye before he goes on a rampage because he wants to see inside himself, deep into his inner sun. It had a line in it that went this: “I think white is Satan’s color, because it has no face.” I remembered how smart horror fiction could be and now I’m sort of resolved to read more of it.

Cody’s report on you was totally touching. It was very earnest and casual simultaneously, in that uniquely teenage way which is kind of the height of emotional sophistication really, where everything is freighted fact, and the thing he wrote was massively sublime because of that.

I guess that’s all there is to say today. Over and out.

DavidEhrenstein said...

TA-DAH!!!!!